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so the last few months have been the worst i can remember....heres a recap of it, and what i plan to do about all this shit.
-Homeless.
+ After working for a while i hope to move into Fort House hopefully in September. Until the, stay at kevins for a few more days then stay at the Pin-ups house for a while....i think rob and matt dont want me at their house anymore.
-Jobless.
+ When i get home im gonna hopefully work as many hours at Schlotzkys as possible as well as find another part time job. i need to work like 50 + hours a week for a while.
-Carless.
+ Im really hoping my parents will help me fix my van, otherwise im kinda fucked for while.....but i need a car to get to work....FUCK!
-Parents moved to Texas
+this just flat out sucks....i dont really have the money to visit them as much as i want and they dont have the money to send me down here as much as they want...another FUCK!
-Van was broken into, Stereo and All CD's stolen.
+ Matt Wall donated me a sweet cd player which is aaawweeesome of him and that solves that....the cds is dificult but ive been burning a lot of shit while in Texas and hopefully my friends will burn me shit WINK WINK!
-Caught in the fall is fucked up.
+ Theres not much i can do about this...this sucks a lot because it was four of the best years of my life and its coming to an end...it also sucks because i gave up a lot to tour with CITF this summer and one half, while a lot fo fun, was a disaster and the other half isnt even happening. this sucks.
-Drama with friends.
+ not gonna get into it but this is a big deal to me and its a big deal to a lot of people right now. I really dont want to lose any friends over this...i wish some people would just listen to their peers sometimes...
-No Money.
+ i know everyone has this problem but ive literally got NO money. I saved a lot while ive been homeless but it all went to big bills (my insurance went WAAAAAAAAYYY up since im not on my parents anymore) and to tour and shit i HAD to buy. I need to start working ASAP!
im sure theres more ive forgot....everything blends together when it all sucks ass.
side note: i got some of the best news ive gotten in forever this evening from a dear, dear friend....i hope everything works out AAAHHHH!!!!
-Homeless.
+ After working for a while i hope to move into Fort House hopefully in September. Until the, stay at kevins for a few more days then stay at the Pin-ups house for a while....i think rob and matt dont want me at their house anymore.
-Jobless.
+ When i get home im gonna hopefully work as many hours at Schlotzkys as possible as well as find another part time job. i need to work like 50 + hours a week for a while.
-Carless.
+ Im really hoping my parents will help me fix my van, otherwise im kinda fucked for while.....but i need a car to get to work....FUCK!
-Parents moved to Texas
+this just flat out sucks....i dont really have the money to visit them as much as i want and they dont have the money to send me down here as much as they want...another FUCK!
-Van was broken into, Stereo and All CD's stolen.
+ Matt Wall donated me a sweet cd player which is aaawweeesome of him and that solves that....the cds is dificult but ive been burning a lot of shit while in Texas and hopefully my friends will burn me shit WINK WINK!
-Caught in the fall is fucked up.
+ Theres not much i can do about this...this sucks a lot because it was four of the best years of my life and its coming to an end...it also sucks because i gave up a lot to tour with CITF this summer and one half, while a lot fo fun, was a disaster and the other half isnt even happening. this sucks.
-Drama with friends.
+ not gonna get into it but this is a big deal to me and its a big deal to a lot of people right now. I really dont want to lose any friends over this...i wish some people would just listen to their peers sometimes...
-No Money.
+ i know everyone has this problem but ive literally got NO money. I saved a lot while ive been homeless but it all went to big bills (my insurance went WAAAAAAAAYYY up since im not on my parents anymore) and to tour and shit i HAD to buy. I need to start working ASAP!
im sure theres more ive forgot....everything blends together when it all sucks ass.
side note: i got some of the best news ive gotten in forever this evening from a dear, dear friend....i hope everything works out AAAHHHH!!!!