I suck..........
I now know what it is to be truly tired….
It has been weeks since I have seen Sam..I have been keeping distance since I hooked him up with my friend Martha. And after being sick my whole vacation, I figured I was due…so I made plans last night to see the boyfriend…I was really excited…I am healthy again…so did I call him right after work…nooooooooooooooo…..I came home took a little nap…and then realized hours later just how bad I suck…so…not sure it is true the whole tale of closer to forty makes women want sex more…and I am kind of sure I actually am developing empathy…Martha while I have been absent has really grown attached to Sam…I do feel kind of bad if I am with him, the sub conscience at work…I am the one who set them up in first place…the older I become the more I become confused. I am sure this is just some sort of temporary phase…or I hope it is temporary, it took way to long to find Sam…not sure I want another three year sex absence. Really, I must just be tired….
It has been weeks since I have seen Sam..I have been keeping distance since I hooked him up with my friend Martha. And after being sick my whole vacation, I figured I was due…so I made plans last night to see the boyfriend…I was really excited…I am healthy again…so did I call him right after work…nooooooooooooooo…..I came home took a little nap…and then realized hours later just how bad I suck…so…not sure it is true the whole tale of closer to forty makes women want sex more…and I am kind of sure I actually am developing empathy…Martha while I have been absent has really grown attached to Sam…I do feel kind of bad if I am with him, the sub conscience at work…I am the one who set them up in first place…the older I become the more I become confused. I am sure this is just some sort of temporary phase…or I hope it is temporary, it took way to long to find Sam…not sure I want another three year sex absence. Really, I must just be tired….