*My love life...weird*

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OK..all this drama went on last night that i didnt want...and i feel horrible. Uhh...love is a bitch. It just is..I hate it. I keep trying to move on or try something new..and god. Theres always a set back. But yeah...guess wat happened to me last night! :) I cried so much that i hyperventaled n almost stopped breathing! Isnt that great? yay. Sam..i love u, but the distance is too much..N u know that! Do u want me to cry all the time? And feel bad? If not..u'll let us see other people for a while. Everyone thinks i like crying, well i dont! I like being able to smile every once in awhile! Okay?! Dammit...ppl r just...idk..UgH! Life is so frustrating sometimes!! :( Well ive just been sitting here craving a Nacho BellGrande 4rm taco bell but my lazy ass sister wont take me! God..u have a car! Get up! lol. BUT..im gonna start some laundry and pray that my day gets better. I love u guys and yeah...leave me comments! :) xoxo

<33 Nena