So Bored!
I am so bored right now.. i dont think i remember the last time being this bored.. i'm actually waiting for dance to come, usually i'm dreading it.. i'm "picking your nose" (what julie calls it) bored.
Lately, i've felt like i'm slowly fading away from friends i used to be close with.. I'm not really sure why, but it just feels like that. The only person i can really talk to is Julie. I don't know anymore. I just want these last 2 years of high schoo to be amazing. I want to party as much as possible and just live life to the fullest.. and no regrets. however, its kind of hard to party with anyone when you can't stand half of them. lol especially the guys.. I thought on Friday that i barely talk to guys anymore.. its not cause i'm a lesbian or anything.. but i can't stand them.. whenever i talk to them i feel so much dumber, and just want to strangle someone. I probably talk to only like Jason and Rissman. blah. I just want action. muhaha.
I got beat up on Friday. I'm not even kidding.. by Michelle's brother and his friend Michael lol. For the first time in my life.. i knew how it felt to be helpless. I was actually kind of scared. Michelle's brother is out of control.
We had our first home basketball game on Friday. we lost. big time. lol. We danced at half-time. We did "Angels" for Lauren's mom. I'm not really sure how we did.. cause i didn't really hear and response to it.. but i hope we did well. Tonight i have practice at 8. Working on the Christmas dance for Friday.
Um. what else. ohh. Katie and I got into an arguement about her boyfriend. I can't take it anymore. All she does it talk about him, we're not even friends anymore. In Florida, i realized we have nothing in common. We used to be best friends, and honestly its not my fault either. Shes the one who's doing this.. she's the one who's dropping all her friends for him, she's the one who's trying to change him, when its not gonna work. I can't stand it anymore.. and honestly. i don't care if she reads this... she needs a reality check.
well.. thats about it.. ttyl.
Bye!