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Okay. update time.
I really hate fighting with people. I really do. I like being friends with everyone, and i feel like stupid when i'm fighting with people.
However, right now i am fighting.
I don't like when people egg other people's cars for fun. Its so disrespectful, even if you did get ur car egged. It does not mean you have the right to do it to others. You'd think that you got ur car egged you wouldn't do it to others because you know how much of a pain it is to get off.
Also, I am fighting with Amanda. I don't even care if she reads this. I'm so sick of it. I don't bitch at people, she was the first person i actually said something to. I was so furious.
I can honestly say that i never tried doing anything with Alex. I remember everything of that night. And honestly, if i did do that. I wouldn't be denying it. I would be apologizing.. cause if it was the same situation, i'd be pissed too. However, the only thing that made me upset is that she couldn't even come talk to me. She has to go around calling me a slut, and i dont even know she's mad. How cool is that? However, i've had sex right? wrong. In case you were wondering, i am still a virgin. and, the last time i checked a slut was a girl who had sex with many guys? but what do i know. I am still pretty furious about that, and i am not regretting one thing i said to her that night.
Alex, i am sorry for always bitching at you every time i talk to you. I can't take you tho. Everytime we talk, we fight. I thought everything was gonna be cool, but i guess not. But, maybe you were too intoxicated to remember what actually happened that night, because i know i was better than you were. But, i'm sorry for everything. Oh yeah, and i apologize to you for saying that stuff about Amanda today. It wasn't my place to say it, and right when i wrote it, i regretted it. Guess we just shouldn't talk.
and Finally, yes i am apologizing to you. but that does not mean i am saying that i tried doing that stuff. I still am saying i didn't do that, but i just wanted to apologize for all the shit that has happened between us, because if i just let things go we wouldnt have such a big problem.
Thats all. I really just needed to say that.