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Jun 17, 2005 00:04

well. here's my update for the week.

Last night was soo fun, but it was extremely random.

I come home from dance and michelle's picks me up, we go to James' for not even like 2 minutes, then we got to Spindler (sp?) Park. it was so fucking fun. I was laughing at all the drunk people, cause i was sober last night :o). but anyways. after the park, it was me, shawn, dan, stef, and michelle. Michelle had to pick up her brother, and when he comes out from his friends house he like brings about 7 friends. well we only fit like 6 in that car. So. in Michelle's escape there were 11 people. It was so funny. Well, Me, Stef, Dan, and Shawn all stayed the night at Michelle's. Dan and Shawn had to pretend to be Mike's (her brother) friends It was pretty funny.

Anyways. Shawn left at like 10:30. somewhere in there. Then we went to Target. came back, michelle realized that she had a student gov't meeting. She left. Stef, Dan, and I satyed at Shell's. Dan left. Stef and I slept. Michelle woke us up, Stef got pissed. Went back to sleep. Woke up. Dropped stef off, then came home.

Worked out, danced. then went to Nico's. that was my first time like ever talking to him. He's really nice and i had a lot of fun playing that roulette game.. cause i win. and i don't cheat :o) lol Came home at 12. Thats all

I love summer. I am so happy it's summer. What a way to start it off. Too bad i'm gonna be gone for 3 weeks.

I've been thinking a lot lately about boyfriends. It seems not many people are still together. I want a boyfriend so bad. You guys don't even understand. I've never actually had a boyfriend. My standards are too high. Like, i want my boyfriend to be PERFECT. And if he's like the closest to it, then i'll find something wrong with him. I mean, i want this guy who is not real. I mean, i'm not gorgeous. I know i'm not. Really, i just want someone that i like to actually like me. Just once. I know i don't tell people how i feel either. I used to, but i don't anymore. I just want to find someone. Someone to be with. Not worry about what he thinks of me. I dunno.

I'm out kidssss
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