Must.......fight.......emo
Thanks to everyone who came over tonight.
Wow......it's hitting me pretty bad, that it's all over, for me at least, and my last 24 hours in London is already ticking away.
And all week I was thinking that I wasn't leaving anything behind here, but thats a lie, I'm leaving behind a lot here in London, a lot of good friends, a lot of memories, so many good times, some shitty ones.
I'm not going to sleep all night, fuck, gotta do my last laundry, can't stop thinking, don't want to think. I'm meeting Laura at 9 am for coffee, then I gotta go home and pack up the car. 8-10 @ Gabe's party then to the Embassy and that's it.
Above all I wish we didn't have to fall apart, all of us, but it's bound to happen, too old, too far, theres nothing we can do. We can't sit around my kitchen forever and talk about murder threats, old cars, handstand ass-fucking, people we went to school with, our shitty jobs, and old cartoons forever. FUCk, i'm going to do laundry.
I hope this is fucking worth it.
Wow......it's hitting me pretty bad, that it's all over, for me at least, and my last 24 hours in London is already ticking away.
And all week I was thinking that I wasn't leaving anything behind here, but thats a lie, I'm leaving behind a lot here in London, a lot of good friends, a lot of memories, so many good times, some shitty ones.
I'm not going to sleep all night, fuck, gotta do my last laundry, can't stop thinking, don't want to think. I'm meeting Laura at 9 am for coffee, then I gotta go home and pack up the car. 8-10 @ Gabe's party then to the Embassy and that's it.
Above all I wish we didn't have to fall apart, all of us, but it's bound to happen, too old, too far, theres nothing we can do. We can't sit around my kitchen forever and talk about murder threats, old cars, handstand ass-fucking, people we went to school with, our shitty jobs, and old cartoons forever. FUCk, i'm going to do laundry.
I hope this is fucking worth it.