Bye Bye Beautiful...Dont bother to write

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Okay ... So I really wish people wouldnt interfer in my life ... I know that sometimes you think that its gonna be helping me and I love that you like to see me happy n all but when you promise to keep something private for me I dont expect a phone call from my father the next day about it ... Man .. Wow .. .I dont know ... I have so much I could say but Er ... I feel so bad I really think Eric hates me and I dont know why that bothers be so much ... I mean It really really bothers me ... really bad ? Ugh ... I dont know I have just screwed so much up and this summer has been the worst summer of my life ... Thank you Cory ... for making me happy ... and Casey ... for taking me on a trip down Memory lane to make me happy me you dusty and josh are gonna have a blast paintin man ... Handprints in your closet to match mine baybee! !Lol .. whoo!! Ugh I dont know I love you all .. Yep all of you even if I seem like a bitch lately ... oh and another thing ... I dont know why My Jewds is so Sad lately ... I havent really gotten to talk to her ... SO I really hope you get happier Jewds .. I love you ...

Maddest of Love
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