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so mark didnt call me last night...the one person i wanted to talk to. but im not mad. I woke up this morning feeling like i wanted to cry..im 17 years old 15-21 should be the best years and the most fun years of your life..ive been throuigh so much that its like im an adult..im a workaholic, i pay for EVERYTHING on my own, ive experienced alot and ive learned from it..right now i just feel alone...hayleys mom is taking me in and i love her for that. shes more a mother figure to me lately than my own mom is...she actually cares..since my dad commited suicide my mom was the only person i REALLy had..and now with her telling me she wants me out of her life it feels like im nothing like shes spitting in my face because she knows i dont have my dad to run to..i was always a daddys girl...i just want someone that i can hold on to and know that no matter what theyll always be there for me..i want Mark to be that person but i dont think hell ever feel the same way about me...i miss him..i hope.. now is the time when you can tell whose really your friend and whose not...hayley is my best friend and shes never proved me otherwise. i love her..were def. going to be best friends forever.
can anyone out there hear my cries? or are they too busy too?
can anyone out there hear my cries? or are they too busy too?