i'm not going to look back.

Aug 30, 2004 23:50

this is it. the entry about me missing everyone that is dear to my heart. the entry where i pour my soul out and tell you how much it sucks to be away and how i would live my whole life in the hot summer sun if i could. the one about being totally torn between something i know i have to do and something i love.



summer officially ended today.

i don't know how much longer i can do this. i'm trying to be positive about the year ahead, and i really am excited about some of the upcoming events but at the same time i'm going to miss how the summer has that way of putting you at ease with life. the way you can lie around in your pajamas for an entire day and not feel guilty at all, and the way sitting on the beach for a few days can make everything seem right.

i know everything good must end. and besides who's to say that winter doesn't have a lot of good to offer. here's to all the long nights, early mornings, last minute papers, crazy weekends, and minibreaks that are to come. its gonna be a good one this time around, i can feel it.





my scrabble buddies. i miss u guys so much.
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