did u know.....theres only two short months til my BIRTHDAY!!
Sometimes I think about how my life used to be, those nights we'd spend driving around and having fun doing nothing at all. At the time I couldn't think of anything else I wanted out of life than to live in that moment and laugh as much as I could while the nights lasted. I knew that we couldn't drive around forever, but I didn't think friendships could be compromised so quickly over jealousy and mistrust. Maybe things were not as wonderful as I remember, but I remember them just the same. I've realized something since those nights. I can drive around still. Sometimes fun can be had as long as you allow yourself to entertain the possibility of happiness. You counted yourself out of that scenario a long time ago, and life has kept winding with the much traveled roads we used to drive on. As it continues on each day gets better and better. Things never are as bad as I make them seem, I've been having a lot of fun lately with my real friends. I've accepted you can't change the past, and hell why would I want to? The decisions I made back then, wrong or right made me happy at the time and let me tell ya it was soo worth it!