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As of now, I'm clean.
Seriously-- no more lying to anyone and no more excuses.
I don't care how hard it is to be alone in fucking Georgia
and I don't care how hard it is to stay clean.
No more cigarettes.
No more getting blazed.
No drinking.
No more purging. (Which will hopefully result in no more seizures)
Nothing-- period.
I'm cleaning up my act and I hope that everyone will trust me
I know I've really slipped since I moved and mainly I'd just like to say that I'm sorry.
Especially to John because I should've never lied to you about smoking.
I apologize to anyone else I disrespected.
EDIT:: Oh and thanks for remembering I exist and being there for me only when I'm doing what you guys want. It's enlightening really. Thanks for whatever the fuck you have to say but I'm doing this for myself and this post was merely to remind myself, not for your bullshit comments. I'm sure it's fun to love someone when it's easy to.
Seriously-- no more lying to anyone and no more excuses.
I don't care how hard it is to be alone in fucking Georgia
and I don't care how hard it is to stay clean.
No more cigarettes.
No more getting blazed.
No drinking.
No more purging. (Which will hopefully result in no more seizures)
Nothing-- period.
I'm cleaning up my act and I hope that everyone will trust me
I know I've really slipped since I moved and mainly I'd just like to say that I'm sorry.
Especially to John because I should've never lied to you about smoking.
I apologize to anyone else I disrespected.
EDIT:: Oh and thanks for remembering I exist and being there for me only when I'm doing what you guys want. It's enlightening really. Thanks for whatever the fuck you have to say but I'm doing this for myself and this post was merely to remind myself, not for your bullshit comments. I'm sure it's fun to love someone when it's easy to.