rambling./=
it's my last year of highschool and everytime i begin to think about it, I get sad and in disbelief. I'ma miss the two people that mean the WORLD to me, who never seem to let me down. there ganna go to college somewhere besides attleboro, and it makes me sad cause I'm stuck here not because I want to but because I know my parents aren't ganna let me live in a dorm my mom doesn't trust that. I wish I could start fresh somewhere else, but I want to do something with my life befor I decide what to do with it.. I can't picture living w/out my parents, I've lived with them 17 years of my life and I can't image it, I can't image my brother moving out if he ever does at some point soon, I cant picture being the only child at home. this is year is so crazy already, I don't know what ima do without the two ppl who are my world =/ & the only person i'm ever ganna see is Kristen cause shes going to college in Franklin & I doubt she'll be living there. I'm glad someones staying in Attleboro. School doesn't end until May 31st, and I'm worrying so bad right now not just because of school & friends but because of college. I'm extremely nervous cause I don't know where to even go. I don't know if I want to go to Bcc Or somewhere in Providence or maybe even Boston? Or Bridgewater, I'm so undecided its crazy.. :/
but tonight I had fun =)... I hung out with Kristen & brenda we went to the stores trying to find blue socks for friday, which we went to modell's twice & the 2nd time brenda found the socks and i was like I bet shes ganna find them & she ddi. & we ate at 99 =) & Next weekend I'm suppose to go bowling with Kim &brenda =) that should be fun, hopefully i'll be gooing. I've been going out more then I went out over the summer which is really crazy, lol.. i don't like going out a lot cause i dont want my parents to i go out to much, i'm not use to it..
and i have a cursh on a boy i shouldn't. :-x
bt he makes me laugh so much(:
but tonight I had fun =)... I hung out with Kristen & brenda we went to the stores trying to find blue socks for friday, which we went to modell's twice & the 2nd time brenda found the socks and i was like I bet shes ganna find them & she ddi. & we ate at 99 =) & Next weekend I'm suppose to go bowling with Kim &brenda =) that should be fun, hopefully i'll be gooing. I've been going out more then I went out over the summer which is really crazy, lol.. i don't like going out a lot cause i dont want my parents to i go out to much, i'm not use to it..
and i have a cursh on a boy i shouldn't. :-x
bt he makes me laugh so much(: