heres the thing..
so its christmas eve, which is cool. and like every single one of my friends is happy which is amazing cuz all i want it to see them happy especially around christmas and all, but at the same time, it sucks because im the furthest from happy i think ive ever been. things have just been weird lately, ive been sick for 2 weeks, too much shit going on. and i just dont know what to do anymore. so yeah enough of that, whatever. comment and make me happy.