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Ok.. Its late.. I'm awake.. When I sure in heck shouldn't be lol. As you can see my LJ is really screwed up.. KRISTI I NEED YOUR HELP!!! lol!
Anyways.. Heres whats on my mind. I really like this one guy. He's so awesome.. Hehe he is a band geek just like me. Hes so sweet and funny. I haven't hung out with him yet but I can't wait till I do. He seems Like an awesome person. I love talking to him and I constantly think about him. Yet. Even though I like this person. I kinda still have feelings for someone else.. Is that wrong? I have no Idea.. But This other person has a gf.. and stuff. And there are a bunch of other reasons on why I shouldn't have feelings for him that I just don't feel like mentioning. i should just forget about these feelings you know? He just started talking to me again and said he wanted to be friends. i don't want to lose that. I want his friendship. His friendship only.. thats all I want. Nothing more. But sometimes. I can't help to think about the past. And sometime I wonder if he thinks about the past at all either.. Or if he even still thinks about me at all.. Or if he has any feelings for me.. I know I do for him..They are small but they are still there.. Maybe they will never go away.. Who Knows. I think that they are just feelings that i will always have for him in a friendly way. I just hope its not wrong for the other guy becasue I really really like him =) At least of what I know so far. Hes great=). I like him lots hehe. i just hope that when me and him hang out he will like me too.. He says he will and that he already does like me.. But you never know.
Well thats it for now.. I should go to bed..
TTyL
GOODNIGHT!
-Ashley-
Anyways.. Heres whats on my mind. I really like this one guy. He's so awesome.. Hehe he is a band geek just like me. Hes so sweet and funny. I haven't hung out with him yet but I can't wait till I do. He seems Like an awesome person. I love talking to him and I constantly think about him. Yet. Even though I like this person. I kinda still have feelings for someone else.. Is that wrong? I have no Idea.. But This other person has a gf.. and stuff. And there are a bunch of other reasons on why I shouldn't have feelings for him that I just don't feel like mentioning. i should just forget about these feelings you know? He just started talking to me again and said he wanted to be friends. i don't want to lose that. I want his friendship. His friendship only.. thats all I want. Nothing more. But sometimes. I can't help to think about the past. And sometime I wonder if he thinks about the past at all either.. Or if he even still thinks about me at all.. Or if he has any feelings for me.. I know I do for him..They are small but they are still there.. Maybe they will never go away.. Who Knows. I think that they are just feelings that i will always have for him in a friendly way. I just hope its not wrong for the other guy becasue I really really like him =) At least of what I know so far. Hes great=). I like him lots hehe. i just hope that when me and him hang out he will like me too.. He says he will and that he already does like me.. But you never know.
Well thats it for now.. I should go to bed..
TTyL
GOODNIGHT!
-Ashley-