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I'm so confused right now.. Lets see. I like 3 different guys. 1 I supposedly go out with? The other I have no chance with, and the third I don't really know him all that well but would like to. The problem is the person I am going out with I didn't even really know we were going out and i thought for sure he dumped me. He told me the reason he hasen't called is becasue he has been busy. Should i believe him? I'm not sure.. Should I stay with him? I'm not sure about that either. Last night me n him hung out for a little bit and mostly talked.. He asked me what was wrong I didn't tell him.. I have a hard time talking to someone I'm not sure why.. But finally I told him a few things. 1 i told him how it seemd like he dosen't like me much.. and he asked why? i said well I'm not sure exactly it just dosent seem like it.. and i said i guess its cuz we dont talk much and basically just the ways u do talk when we do talk.. he said he would try and make that better. 2. I told him I'm scared. i don't want to do things wrong that I *supposedly* did with my last relationship. He told me not to worry about that said I'm a a good person and that I am the kind of person he likes. Said the only thing he dosen't like is when someone bothers him and stuff. I can do that.. So that was basically it.. it was nice to talk about that. But I didn't tell him the real reason i was really angry about.. You see last week he got really mad at me for asking to change his myspace.. and then he got mad at me for thinking he broke up with me becasue of what his myspace said.. he told me i should have asked him 1st.. well the last time i have done that he got mad at me.. soo essh i dont know. I don't know if I should stay with him or not.. Well anyhow.. while I thought I was broken up with this other person I have been flirting with someone else and he seems so awesome, but i dont know him all that well. So if I decide to stay with the one person im not sure how to tell him that. I like him a lot =/. eesh like i said so confused on what to do..
Thursday's Game..
McKeesport vs. Gateway.. Big Game! Possibly a close one!.. Pssh.. Yeh right! lol. Well it was until the 4th qrtr then the Tigers crushed them! lol. My sign was pretty =P.. Made a sign for John. LoL Carebear John! lmao.. Hmm. After the game Jessi, Danielle, and Iwent out to Kings. it was great! lol. We saw two gay guys sitting next to us. they were hot as hell lmao.. After that went home to bed.
Friday..
barely anyone was in school.. I was soo tired and didn't feel like doing a damn thing.. After school it felt so weird to not have a game.. And i didnt have anything else to do and well didnt feel liek doing anything either so i decided to go to bed early.. woke up and just watched TV for a bit.. yup i was a Lazy ass.. lol
Saturday..
Was a little bit Late for class =/ lol for some reason I forgot my class started at 8:30 and ended at 11:47. Haha i thought it started at *:47 and ended at 11:30.. eesh stupid me.. I was soo mad lol. After that I had an hour to get ready for band practice. It sucked.. It was rainy and cold. and becasue it was cold it made my calve musicle tighten up really bad I almsot satrted to cry =/. lol im such a baby.. but Mr T asked what was wrong. I said nothing so yeh i sucked it up.. i didnt want to be even more of a baby then i already was. Not only that.. we didnt get the feild.. then the parking lot was half covered with cars.. i even ran into a Van. And Mrs. Cole eneded up flipping out on a lady for drivign fast into the parking lot. The competittion was still sucky.. cuz of the rain.. I didnt do aswell as i would have liked. After we performed we left.. I found out we made 2nd place.. W/ and 80. something.. In the line up for championships from scores we are in 3rd and i think we have ever chance in making 1st. After the competiton i came home and took a shower then later on went out with well one of those guys.. Then came home for bed.
Today..
Well had to go take out the plants near taco bell for Girl scouts. Afterwards came home to watch what was left of the steelerz game and we won! w00 hoO! we won! yes! Then mostly have been doing homework and watching scariest places on earth.. now watching Final Destination and will prolly watch more horror filmd b4 bed.. Haha i love halloween season!
TtyL..
<3Ashley
Thursday's Game..
McKeesport vs. Gateway.. Big Game! Possibly a close one!.. Pssh.. Yeh right! lol. Well it was until the 4th qrtr then the Tigers crushed them! lol. My sign was pretty =P.. Made a sign for John. LoL Carebear John! lmao.. Hmm. After the game Jessi, Danielle, and Iwent out to Kings. it was great! lol. We saw two gay guys sitting next to us. they were hot as hell lmao.. After that went home to bed.
Friday..
barely anyone was in school.. I was soo tired and didn't feel like doing a damn thing.. After school it felt so weird to not have a game.. And i didnt have anything else to do and well didnt feel liek doing anything either so i decided to go to bed early.. woke up and just watched TV for a bit.. yup i was a Lazy ass.. lol
Saturday..
Was a little bit Late for class =/ lol for some reason I forgot my class started at 8:30 and ended at 11:47. Haha i thought it started at *:47 and ended at 11:30.. eesh stupid me.. I was soo mad lol. After that I had an hour to get ready for band practice. It sucked.. It was rainy and cold. and becasue it was cold it made my calve musicle tighten up really bad I almsot satrted to cry =/. lol im such a baby.. but Mr T asked what was wrong. I said nothing so yeh i sucked it up.. i didnt want to be even more of a baby then i already was. Not only that.. we didnt get the feild.. then the parking lot was half covered with cars.. i even ran into a Van. And Mrs. Cole eneded up flipping out on a lady for drivign fast into the parking lot. The competittion was still sucky.. cuz of the rain.. I didnt do aswell as i would have liked. After we performed we left.. I found out we made 2nd place.. W/ and 80. something.. In the line up for championships from scores we are in 3rd and i think we have ever chance in making 1st. After the competiton i came home and took a shower then later on went out with well one of those guys.. Then came home for bed.
Today..
Well had to go take out the plants near taco bell for Girl scouts. Afterwards came home to watch what was left of the steelerz game and we won! w00 hoO! we won! yes! Then mostly have been doing homework and watching scariest places on earth.. now watching Final Destination and will prolly watch more horror filmd b4 bed.. Haha i love halloween season!
TtyL..
<3Ashley