everything happens for a reason
so here i am in college.
waiting for my english professor and hoping he isnt going to come. that would be just lovely.
i made it here. maybe i didnt feel like this time would ever come. but it has and i looooove it. the friends the people. the experiance. my room. my house the people in it. my classes. everything. i thought coming to newbury college would be the worst thing. since this was the last place i wanted to go. i thought it would be horrible. all the girls were rich and had coach bags and dressed in designer clothes and seemed somewhat stuck up but thats not how it is at all. my classes arent bad. more easy actually. there strict and definatly different from high school but all the same much better. i have an amazing roommate. were so much alike and i wouldnt trade it for the world. a good group of friends.. theres a bunch of us and always soemthing to do and someone to do it with. were there for eachother =)
its rather interesting. to finally get what my older friends went through and why it was so hard to keep in touch with them. life is so busy. its like a different world. i dont really talk to the people at home. only a few. and the people i did keep in contact with have changed completely. i dont even know who they are anymore. or not even who they are but i dont even think i ever knew.
there are many same similarities in college that there were in with high school. but i think i like this better. everything really does happen for a reason. coming to a new place where i didnt know anyone. i think it was the best decision i had ever mad. and hopefully itll lead me to a successful career. i went home for a few hours and it wasnt weird to go home. it was still my home. but i missed school. it was definately weird. there are times that go by where i think about how things were only a few months ago. and how drastic my life has changed since then. the friends i had that arent. the people i was around the things i did. its interesting. its kinda weird to know i can never go back to a time or a place, only in my mind in a form of a dream. but at the same time im kinda excited to see what my future may bring. the people god had seemed to have put in my life i couldnt have chosen better myself. i believe everyone is put to walk in and or out of your life for some reason. to help you, change you, effect you. whatever the case may be. and i am so glad these people are in my life.
i miss my extra activities. student council. cheerleading. and MOST ESPECIALLY dance. i dont feel like myself without it. im like a new person. and to not be able to continue it kills me. i would love to continue it like i had in the past. but in reality i have to figure out my life. and money is kinda an object. so is time because i have learned one thing.. that is one thing that does not wait for anyone.
my job. applebees closed sunday. i worked there for over a year. and it flew by. it was my first job and i learend so much there. and it was definately sad. even tho i went through hell at times those people were like a family to me. i went home fora lil while to say bye. and i couldnt help but leave crying to know ill never see those people again. unless some time randomly bumping into them which would be great. and thats another thingi cant ever figure out. why do things end. did i ever see this coming? and its horrible that i cant ever let things go. and move on.
im sure no one reads lj anymore but it was a nice mental note. haha
waiting for my english professor and hoping he isnt going to come. that would be just lovely.
i made it here. maybe i didnt feel like this time would ever come. but it has and i looooove it. the friends the people. the experiance. my room. my house the people in it. my classes. everything. i thought coming to newbury college would be the worst thing. since this was the last place i wanted to go. i thought it would be horrible. all the girls were rich and had coach bags and dressed in designer clothes and seemed somewhat stuck up but thats not how it is at all. my classes arent bad. more easy actually. there strict and definatly different from high school but all the same much better. i have an amazing roommate. were so much alike and i wouldnt trade it for the world. a good group of friends.. theres a bunch of us and always soemthing to do and someone to do it with. were there for eachother =)
its rather interesting. to finally get what my older friends went through and why it was so hard to keep in touch with them. life is so busy. its like a different world. i dont really talk to the people at home. only a few. and the people i did keep in contact with have changed completely. i dont even know who they are anymore. or not even who they are but i dont even think i ever knew.
there are many same similarities in college that there were in with high school. but i think i like this better. everything really does happen for a reason. coming to a new place where i didnt know anyone. i think it was the best decision i had ever mad. and hopefully itll lead me to a successful career. i went home for a few hours and it wasnt weird to go home. it was still my home. but i missed school. it was definately weird. there are times that go by where i think about how things were only a few months ago. and how drastic my life has changed since then. the friends i had that arent. the people i was around the things i did. its interesting. its kinda weird to know i can never go back to a time or a place, only in my mind in a form of a dream. but at the same time im kinda excited to see what my future may bring. the people god had seemed to have put in my life i couldnt have chosen better myself. i believe everyone is put to walk in and or out of your life for some reason. to help you, change you, effect you. whatever the case may be. and i am so glad these people are in my life.
i miss my extra activities. student council. cheerleading. and MOST ESPECIALLY dance. i dont feel like myself without it. im like a new person. and to not be able to continue it kills me. i would love to continue it like i had in the past. but in reality i have to figure out my life. and money is kinda an object. so is time because i have learned one thing.. that is one thing that does not wait for anyone.
my job. applebees closed sunday. i worked there for over a year. and it flew by. it was my first job and i learend so much there. and it was definately sad. even tho i went through hell at times those people were like a family to me. i went home fora lil while to say bye. and i couldnt help but leave crying to know ill never see those people again. unless some time randomly bumping into them which would be great. and thats another thingi cant ever figure out. why do things end. did i ever see this coming? and its horrible that i cant ever let things go. and move on.
im sure no one reads lj anymore but it was a nice mental note. haha