Going to Tennessee for awhile...
I would first like to say Merry Christmas to everyone =)! I had a awesome Christmas and got a bunch of awesome presents..Ps2 and games for it, Dvd player (since my other one broke) and Dvd's for it, 198 dollars plus gift cards..etc etc..ol well the good thing is everyone in my family is okay, I mean presents are good but they are not everything! So yeah I am going to Tennessee for a while which is AWESOME...I get to spend time with Katie...probably get in trouble LoL (we always do) and just have fun being away from here for awhile! So yea know I am going to do the five paragraphs thing...I am going to write five paragraphs about five people and will not include there names...
1-Wow, who would have guessed you would have ended up with no friends..oh that's right me and a few other people told you but you didn't listen to us..you NEVER did! All you cared about was yourself...we could have handed you everything you ever wanted and you would have found something wrong with it. You made me cry so many times..but ol' well I felt bad for awhile but I finally realized none of us need you--we never did, you needed us and now it's to late for that..hope your life is all you wanted it to be!!
2-Dang your wild..and I wouldn't have it any other way!We have had so many good times and have so many more to come. You have gave me some good advice and I know I haven't always listened but I am hard-headed and u know u wouldn't change that =)! I have helped you with all your boy problems..even thought most of the time YOU haven't listened..but like I say if you make a mistake you'll learn from it ..that's why we make 'em. Overall we have stuck together and been there for each other ..don't change!
3- It's been awesome getting to know you lately. We have had a few good times hanging out and hopefully we will have awhole lot more to come...your a really awesome person! Sweet, funny, caring, you just have a great personality. You listen to what I say and that means alot! I hope we can make some more memories!<3
4-You were never there...you never cared..if I died you wouldn't even know..and if you did find out it wouldn't bother you anywaz..would it? I mean you tried to kill me so many times when I was little, and the sad thing is I still thought you loved me..I used to cry and ask why you weren't there..and then I finally realized you wouldn't even piss on me if I was on fire..you don't fucking care..so I don't anymore! I just wish you would have been there for me! Why couldn't you just be there for me? Was that too much to ask for..a phone call atleast once a year. Shit I haven't heard from you in like 3 years! There will always be a part of me missing because of you..I will always have a fear of the dark and guys being mean to me because of you ..and I would just like to personally say THANKS ...thanks for ruining a part of me I can never get back!
5-Ever heard the saying..Save the best for last? Well that is what I have done. All the people above this have affected my life, but none as much as you..and some of them efected me in a good way and other's in a bad but you have effected me in the most Awesome way anyone has before! You have always been there for as long as I can remember..and I have always tried to be there for you..sometimes I haven't shown it well but I do try. Who else would listen to all my problems..I mean really when I hurt my knee everyone seemed to walk out on me..but you were there, you help me with everything. I have told you things I have never told anyone before and the thing is I know I can trust you with it ..just like you can trust me! We are like each other's minds..we think for each other sometimes..and if one of us is in pain the other is! I look at you and wonder how you are as stong as you are? You made me care about life..if you hadn't who knows where I'd be now! I went from a kid destined to be a nobody to a somebody and you led the way for me! I think we both know that when I see you I see no flaws..when i hear you I hear no flaws..nothing about u to me is a flaw..and I know that as long as I am a live that we will always be there for each heart and soul..I couldn't never forget you <33
1-Wow, who would have guessed you would have ended up with no friends..oh that's right me and a few other people told you but you didn't listen to us..you NEVER did! All you cared about was yourself...we could have handed you everything you ever wanted and you would have found something wrong with it. You made me cry so many times..but ol' well I felt bad for awhile but I finally realized none of us need you--we never did, you needed us and now it's to late for that..hope your life is all you wanted it to be!!
2-Dang your wild..and I wouldn't have it any other way!We have had so many good times and have so many more to come. You have gave me some good advice and I know I haven't always listened but I am hard-headed and u know u wouldn't change that =)! I have helped you with all your boy problems..even thought most of the time YOU haven't listened..but like I say if you make a mistake you'll learn from it ..that's why we make 'em. Overall we have stuck together and been there for each other ..don't change!
3- It's been awesome getting to know you lately. We have had a few good times hanging out and hopefully we will have awhole lot more to come...your a really awesome person! Sweet, funny, caring, you just have a great personality. You listen to what I say and that means alot! I hope we can make some more memories!<3
4-You were never there...you never cared..if I died you wouldn't even know..and if you did find out it wouldn't bother you anywaz..would it? I mean you tried to kill me so many times when I was little, and the sad thing is I still thought you loved me..I used to cry and ask why you weren't there..and then I finally realized you wouldn't even piss on me if I was on fire..you don't fucking care..so I don't anymore! I just wish you would have been there for me! Why couldn't you just be there for me? Was that too much to ask for..a phone call atleast once a year. Shit I haven't heard from you in like 3 years! There will always be a part of me missing because of you..I will always have a fear of the dark and guys being mean to me because of you ..and I would just like to personally say THANKS ...thanks for ruining a part of me I can never get back!
5-Ever heard the saying..Save the best for last? Well that is what I have done. All the people above this have affected my life, but none as much as you..and some of them efected me in a good way and other's in a bad but you have effected me in the most Awesome way anyone has before! You have always been there for as long as I can remember..and I have always tried to be there for you..sometimes I haven't shown it well but I do try. Who else would listen to all my problems..I mean really when I hurt my knee everyone seemed to walk out on me..but you were there, you help me with everything. I have told you things I have never told anyone before and the thing is I know I can trust you with it ..just like you can trust me! We are like each other's minds..we think for each other sometimes..and if one of us is in pain the other is! I look at you and wonder how you are as stong as you are? You made me care about life..if you hadn't who knows where I'd be now! I went from a kid destined to be a nobody to a somebody and you led the way for me! I think we both know that when I see you I see no flaws..when i hear you I hear no flaws..nothing about u to me is a flaw..and I know that as long as I am a live that we will always be there for each heart and soul..I couldn't never forget you <33