Mar 03, 2004 22:49
i have been so terribly depressed the last couple weeks. i fucking HATE it. i am trying SOOO hard not to be, but i just can't fight it anymore. i feel completely numb to EVERYTHING. i thought it was seasonal, so i bought a UV light to see if that would help.
NOTHING.
i thought it was because i wasn't eating enough, so i started eating healthier.
NOTHING.
i stopped talking to everyone so as to focus on myself.
NOTHING.
i am out of fucking ideas.
i'm sick of this.
everyone, feel REALLY sorry for me.
that's why i posted this.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
let it all just go away. let it all just go away. let it all just go away. let it all just go away. let it all just go away.
fin.