May 01, 2004 15:47
~chris, if u ever c this, which i seriously doubt since ur computers broken... they sold it... $110,000 after taxes... guess we cant keep em from goin now... ill eventually tell u this and that kens gettin married... ne ways ill ttyl
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yeah ne ways, every1 else heres the problems...
well i might not have liked goin to youth that much, but im gonna try sumthin in here from there... my highs and lows... its the only way to organize all this shit... lol
my low... well after august, im gonna prolly b fearin whoever lives next door to me... they sold the house to chinese ppl who own a restaurant in new york and who paid in cash, which means that theyre prolly gonna rent out the place, while they still live in new york runnin their restuarant... so god only knos who the fuck is gonna b livin next door to me month after month... aww fuck... plus im gonna miss renee and carl... theyve been here even b4 my parents moved in and ive grown up with them and theyre like my real grandparents... im even closer to them then i m to my real gradparents... jesus christ, y do they hafta leave?! i kno the new ppl r gonna rent too cause renee and carl hafta live here til august, so theyre gonna rent the place from the chinese ppl until then... is that not a huge fucking clue?! i mean i could have like crackheads livin next to me month after month, trashin the place b/c they dont give a shit cause after a month, they move out ne ways... cause thats always wut happens... especially to the house 2 doors away from me... and watch, itll end up bein ppl that move in for a month, and then rob the fuckin corner deli like the fucker and his crackwhore mom down the street... and now, instead of this shit bein down the street now, its gonna b rite next door to me... and i even doubt that ill even c renee and carl ever again... so w/e... almost everything good in my life always disappears... ne ways next bad thing...
my low... ok my computer told me i had sum virus so i hadda find it and delete it and then quarentine a whole bunch of other shit... i always get viruses even tho i have a virus protection thingy and i keep it updated constantly... well fuck it... and while the virus scan was goin on for over an hour, i was tryin to re-do the website and my aol kept kickin me the fuck off... so it took me over 4 hours to actually change 5 pictures... so i finally just got done...
another low... i wanted to get a nap but i didnt, which means ill prolly fall the fuck asleep early... and i also havent eaten all day and ive been up since 10 this mornin...
a high... ronnies party is in like 3 hours!!!! yeyeyey!!! ne ways i gotta pack and shit still...
another high... i figured sumthin else out for my room... i cant wait... im gonna line the whole top of my room with leis and then im gonna hang a couple colorful grass skirts in the one corner over my computer and then hang the net and a couple shiny fish i bought... yeyeyey!!!
o well the lows still outweight the highs... but doin it lows and highs way made it a whole lot easier... i guess...
i gotta go so i can get ready and do sum more shit, but ill write the next time i can... which might not be til like sunday nite or monday so yeah... c ya