I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain, and let me be alone again...
omg this day is nowhere near over and im about to cry histerically like my mom... ok shes been throwin up since like 2 in the mornin... now her legs hurt and she cant keep meds down and she about to histerically cry now too... she keeps sittin here cryin make it stop... and i feel hopeless cause i cant give her meds... and my house smells and i cant get a shower cause i cant breathe and im all alone with her cause my dad went to pay for my shit and get her meds which my mom thinks they dont make ne more and hes never gonna get home b4 like 10... and im smelly and upset and im feel like im about to have a nervous breakdown and i hafta pee but i dont wanna cause i dont want to b there in case my mom hasta thro up again... great and now im crying... and i still hafta go out and get my shit and protect my room from starting to smell and start my english project and look up the book... and then theres that other problem... i gotta go...
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