Jun 03, 2004 14:14
hey its me, im sttin at tutroing, im so bored im tired n i feel sick to my stomach i jus wana leave now, im so bored n yeah, i duno its weird im going out with misha again n i saw him this morning because he slept over but i miss him alot n i duno y its weird, i love him to much to let him go. last night he told me that the reason hes a dick sometimes n then we get right back togather is because he thinks it makes our relationship stonger n he will really see how much i like him or whatever, i dont know how i love that kid so much, he makes me so happy to be around i just wana smile but other times i just wana take a gun to my head haha just kidding, but he rele duz make me sad, o well i love him alot more then i hate him haha, well me n paige n ppl r plannin paige a party i kinda wana make it a surprise party n just tell every1 to say they wont be able to make it and have them all over at my house n then bring her over n we surprise her, i know if it was me id be happy with that :) but yeah she wants to go get stuff for her party today so i think im gona do that. well ill write later g2g back to studyin or watever...wats the point of agebra anywho....i hate it call my cell if you need me<3 250-0132<33 xtina