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So, it's 3:55 at this current moment.
I decided to pull an all nighter, because I was a complete asshole to my family, which I'm not completely, nor mad at all about.. But I was to my little brother, and he's a sensitive little guy. So I feel terrible, and I'm staying up all night so when he wakes up I can give him a hug and say I'm sorry. I'm just doing homework, watching porn on Hbo. All of my movies are in my Cd case, which is currently in my car. Which is to far. I am exauhsted. But for once, in quiete a while. I'm completely content. It's a great feeling. I don't know if it's lack of me talking to anyone, due to it being so late in the night. Or because I'm so out of it, I can't think of my problems.. Or well, I haven't the slightest clue. Let me tell you, it is amazing. Tonight, was Ms. Tara Futterman's 16th birthday. I went to her house, wished her a Happy Birthday. Tara, Bri, Tara's parents, Grandparents, and another girl I met, I can't quiete remember her name, and I went out to dinner at Banzai. First time I've eaten Sushi. It was, decent. I liked some more than the others. Than we had cookie cake, which was amazing. Over all, I had a great night. My Mother however, decided to be a great burden and piss me off. I got really angry tonight, slammed my door, hand slipped hit my guitar.. I have a stand which holds 2 guitars, and the stand went flying, honestly 4 feet. That is how hard I slammed the door. My guitars went flying, and I almost burst into tears, but to my surprise they were completely un-harmed. However, after a minute, I noticed my hand was bloody, and aching. I thought I had broken a bone, but of course me to over-exaggerate my wound. I'm getting it's just a bruised bone. It is painful still. Blah blah blah, I'm just rambling on and on about nothing. Feels good too I might add. I have class today/tomorrow however you want to look at it. I'm supposed to turn in 2 packets. I've finished, 0. I'm on page 19 with one more question, out of 63 pages. It's a bitch. Oh, but the thing that pissed me off the most tonight. I came home, my little brother comes in. "Look Chris, I got a new cell phone." I mean, I was happy for him and all. But he had a fairly decent, color phone in which worked fine and no problems. My phone, is currently not working that well. It is use-able, but it is a nuisance and I cannot stand being on the phone. It is staticy and the person on the other end is all.. "What? What?" I've been bugging them the last 2-3 weeks for a new phone. So just that he got one, really ticked me off. So, me being bi polar, run out and start screaming at them and my dad's all. "Look, his phones broken now." Picks up his old phone, and throws it against the wall. Than I just left. I could tell if bugged my brother, so that's why I am up. See how things lead together and such? Well. I am going to stop babbling now. I got a Myspace. Har har, I'm a loser. Take care kiddies.
I decided to pull an all nighter, because I was a complete asshole to my family, which I'm not completely, nor mad at all about.. But I was to my little brother, and he's a sensitive little guy. So I feel terrible, and I'm staying up all night so when he wakes up I can give him a hug and say I'm sorry. I'm just doing homework, watching porn on Hbo. All of my movies are in my Cd case, which is currently in my car. Which is to far. I am exauhsted. But for once, in quiete a while. I'm completely content. It's a great feeling. I don't know if it's lack of me talking to anyone, due to it being so late in the night. Or because I'm so out of it, I can't think of my problems.. Or well, I haven't the slightest clue. Let me tell you, it is amazing. Tonight, was Ms. Tara Futterman's 16th birthday. I went to her house, wished her a Happy Birthday. Tara, Bri, Tara's parents, Grandparents, and another girl I met, I can't quiete remember her name, and I went out to dinner at Banzai. First time I've eaten Sushi. It was, decent. I liked some more than the others. Than we had cookie cake, which was amazing. Over all, I had a great night. My Mother however, decided to be a great burden and piss me off. I got really angry tonight, slammed my door, hand slipped hit my guitar.. I have a stand which holds 2 guitars, and the stand went flying, honestly 4 feet. That is how hard I slammed the door. My guitars went flying, and I almost burst into tears, but to my surprise they were completely un-harmed. However, after a minute, I noticed my hand was bloody, and aching. I thought I had broken a bone, but of course me to over-exaggerate my wound. I'm getting it's just a bruised bone. It is painful still. Blah blah blah, I'm just rambling on and on about nothing. Feels good too I might add. I have class today/tomorrow however you want to look at it. I'm supposed to turn in 2 packets. I've finished, 0. I'm on page 19 with one more question, out of 63 pages. It's a bitch. Oh, but the thing that pissed me off the most tonight. I came home, my little brother comes in. "Look Chris, I got a new cell phone." I mean, I was happy for him and all. But he had a fairly decent, color phone in which worked fine and no problems. My phone, is currently not working that well. It is use-able, but it is a nuisance and I cannot stand being on the phone. It is staticy and the person on the other end is all.. "What? What?" I've been bugging them the last 2-3 weeks for a new phone. So just that he got one, really ticked me off. So, me being bi polar, run out and start screaming at them and my dad's all. "Look, his phones broken now." Picks up his old phone, and throws it against the wall. Than I just left. I could tell if bugged my brother, so that's why I am up. See how things lead together and such? Well. I am going to stop babbling now. I got a Myspace. Har har, I'm a loser. Take care kiddies.