a whole lotta nothin...
well kyle already went to sleep and im not tired so i have nothing really better to do...
well tonight after work (complete blahness) me and nessa went over to starbucks for a while and just talked and stuff i really do miss her but my free times is basically at a 0% right now.
speaking of free time i really have seen ANY of my old friends lately, adriene~ i havent seen since whooh the summer??
Taylor~ i saw him last night but we never get to hang out like we ust to.
Nessa~other then tonight i havent seen since befor halloween
Gail~ i see her rarely at school but ehh things w/ her are different now.
i hate losing friends.
I hate colorguard. thats pretty much it. not only is it totally boring and puts me in horrible moods. its pretty much the most embarrising thing i could be involved in.
dance, well we just had our winter concert which went ehh semi good. i messed up both nights at the same part. the rest of it i did fine. it was pretty fun i really do liek dancing.
gymnastics..... sad story..... i really want to do it but the more i think about it realistically i dont think ill be able to do it. im already strtched really far. one my job would never let me not work alllll week. and 2, 2 of the practises are the same exact day and time as guard. and 3 last year when i had nothing but gymanstics and school i was feeling completly overwhelmed. so now gymnastics guard job and school??? i think that would be just way too much
i do have one good thing happening in my life right now.... it happens to be my guy, kyle. he makes me so happy, i love everything about him. i love being with him. we have so much fun when were together, i hate having to leave him. ive never felt n e where close to this w/ n e other guy, it almost scary how crazy i am about him, and nothing n e one else says about him will change that, i mean i only have one friend who really understands me and kyle and can see how genuine we are to each other. hes the one i think about when i wake up, throughout the entire day, and befor i go to sleep evereynight. baically, im in love.
ok well now im tired.
so im gonna go sleep.
Chelsea
well tonight after work (complete blahness) me and nessa went over to starbucks for a while and just talked and stuff i really do miss her but my free times is basically at a 0% right now.
speaking of free time i really have seen ANY of my old friends lately, adriene~ i havent seen since whooh the summer??
Taylor~ i saw him last night but we never get to hang out like we ust to.
Nessa~other then tonight i havent seen since befor halloween
Gail~ i see her rarely at school but ehh things w/ her are different now.
i hate losing friends.
I hate colorguard. thats pretty much it. not only is it totally boring and puts me in horrible moods. its pretty much the most embarrising thing i could be involved in.
dance, well we just had our winter concert which went ehh semi good. i messed up both nights at the same part. the rest of it i did fine. it was pretty fun i really do liek dancing.
gymnastics..... sad story..... i really want to do it but the more i think about it realistically i dont think ill be able to do it. im already strtched really far. one my job would never let me not work alllll week. and 2, 2 of the practises are the same exact day and time as guard. and 3 last year when i had nothing but gymanstics and school i was feeling completly overwhelmed. so now gymnastics guard job and school??? i think that would be just way too much
i do have one good thing happening in my life right now.... it happens to be my guy, kyle. he makes me so happy, i love everything about him. i love being with him. we have so much fun when were together, i hate having to leave him. ive never felt n e where close to this w/ n e other guy, it almost scary how crazy i am about him, and nothing n e one else says about him will change that, i mean i only have one friend who really understands me and kyle and can see how genuine we are to each other. hes the one i think about when i wake up, throughout the entire day, and befor i go to sleep evereynight. baically, im in love.
ok well now im tired.
so im gonna go sleep.
Chelsea