Valentines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOFTBALL TRYOUTS IN 3 WEEKS IN SO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
well tomarro is valentines and me, brooke (not sure bout her yet), lindz n' matt, tyler n' lisa, and kathryn n' Brandon r goin out to dinner at traversos. than go back to my house and party! YEA DAWG!!!!! so thats gonna be fun, but im kinda dissapointed (as u can c by my little smilyface mood thingy) cuz i was hoping a certain somone would be able to go with us........but unfortinually hes goin skiing with his other friend. which really sux. cuz i really like em! O well the whole situation is kinda confusing anyways. ill explain :
well okay last weekend me & evan (aka "him") tyler & lisa and matt & lindz all hung out at tylers. so were sittin there and us girls decide to ask the guys to turnabout. so lindz asks matt..................he says yes. lisa asks tyler........................he says yes 2. i ask evan..................................................he gets up rudely and just walks off sayn (and u can quote this) "y do i have to decide when its a month away" and he never ansered me. soooooo..... i was like ooOOOookkaaayyyy! so i just ignored it and pretended that that never happened and i never asked him. then i walked back over by evan and he puts his arms round me and "STUFF" (meaning he put his hands in other places 2 if u know what i mean). so then i was even more confused. then we attempted to dance for awhile but that didn work cuz we were all so hyper. so then i pull evan aside and go what was up with that? and he goes (and u can quote this 2) "i dont wanna commit to somthing when things might get screwed up. and its a whole month away anyways" so i was like well if things got screwed up w/us i wouldnt go with you either so i understand that part and we just wouldnt go 2gether if it got messed up and exsactally its only a month away us ladies have to get dresses and stuff then he didnt say ne thing. we went back ova and he was doin the exsact same things as before , like puttin his arms round me and stuff so, then i went over to everyone else (when he wasnt near us) and we were talkin bout it. and beleive me we were all confused/ but they all sayd wait a little longer and then ask him again (they sayd like a week or so). and now its been a week and i still havent asked him again and i think im gonna ask him next weekend cuz he cant hang at all this weekend cuz hes gonna be gone. but the only thing is if i ask him next weekend theres only 2 weeks left, thats only 14 days give or take!
I DUNNO WHAT TO DO? HELP ME OUT HERE!!!
tell me what u think?