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well my life sucks...these past few weeks have been beyond shitty. honestly. but you know, I guess I deserve most of it. but when volleyball ends, im going to be screwed...because theres not going to be those 10 other girls that are ALWAYS there for you, after everysingle practice, during the practices, and during the games to calm you down, and they always know If its the game, or if its out-of-court-life. they just know. I'm going to die with out it. But that dont matter anymore. I miss breanna fucking streid more than anything dude. I need to see her soon before I go postal on someone. honestly. i swear to Bob shes like my right hand man, only the one i dont see all the time. but its kinda like when we dont see eachtoher for a while and then we do, nothings changed, we left off where we ended and theres no weird like, OMG stuff. I dont know shes my bre and I luhhh her!...and another thing..I dont get why im always constantly pissed off. like I go from HYPER Kelly, to pissed off kelly. im fuckin bipolar or some shit...ACTUALLY NO im not because bipolar people can't get lisences! haha like my old teacher from last year. hah that was funny shit. Oh well I guess i dont care anymore...I'm over it.
i'll update....the next time someone tells me to..or im not lazy.
You had anger pulsed rage
unexplored pathways limitless boundaries
a voice above the dim screaming so loud
and now you are the masses
you used to run so fast
where were you going
no where
ive seen the path you took it leads in circles
coutner productive
exhausted by your slavery you are broken
nothing new
preach words you no longer believe in
stale
words are empty as your heart
your lies breed hatred and contempt
on grasping we wont help as your consumed into nothing
your lies defeat your purpose
your purpose is only lies