...This is for the record because I've been holding back too long...

[xsummersobleak]

Last night was my school dance. Ehh... it was alright. Ryan got a headache, so I really just sat on the bleachers with him the whole time. They played three slow songs. Konstantine was one of them. I was soo excited, and suprised. I was the only one who knew all the words, and I sang them in Ryan's ear. He kissed me when it was over. I asked him if he wanted my mom to come twice during the night, and like... 15 minutes before it ended he asked if my mom could come. He said it wasn't that bad, which was good.

5 months today.

This morning I went to the high school with a few other people to sing for some breakfast thing. At 7:30 in the morning. Blaaahhh. Now I can't fall back asleep.

XXXWWWWWW TTTOOOODDDAAAAYYY. YYYEEESSSSAAAAAHHHHH.

♥brittnessss