Mar 15, 2005 15:54
Alright. So. Me and Ryan are like... 1/2 going out. I really don't know what to call it. It's kind of confusing. We're seeing if we're better off friends, or if going out is alright, also. Ya'll are probably getting tired of me talking about him by now. So I'll stop. Because that's all you need to know anyways.
TODAY. I felt like Beth was like.... mad at me or something. I have no clue. And at this point I'm starting not to care. I don't care that I don't have many good friends in this school. I hate my school. With the exception of very few things.
I didn't do as well as I though I would on my math test =\... Dave tried to cheer me up.. eventhough he got an 103. I've got an 84 average in math, a 92 in english, an 87 in french, and an 83 in social. Which is very good =). Hmm... what else.... Another unidentified source told me again about this whole Maddie thing. (It's in a pervious entry. I'll leave that up to you to find it) And I serisouly do believe Ryan now. Why believe a liar? She denyed having my cell phone for 2 days when she really did have it. I'm never going to be able to give that up. And now this is a huge mess. Well, less of a mess now. I just want to get this all straightened out. Things are so much better like that.
I want _ _ _ _ _ out of my life. It is ruining it. And I really don't feel like having to deal with this everyday. Almost, anyways. It really started to bother me after me and Ryan broke up. And it really needs to stop. If people would just butt out other people's buissness, and stop being whores, this world would be a much better place to live in. It causes soo much friggin' drama in our school that really isn't nesessary. And half the reasons for it are completly worthless. They are problems that a mature 13-year-old should be able to deal with on their own. God. Ok. I'm done.
Kbye.
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