Don't it feel like sunshine after all?

Oct 25, 2004 14:55

Today was mediocre...yeah right. I saw Tom after mod 1, and he handed me a note. I was like AWWWWWW! I never get notes. I felt so special. That really raised my spirits. I wrote back in Spanish mod 2, but I didn't get to give it to him until before mod 9, which was okay because he wrote me a note in study hall the mod before. I just wrote him back and I'll give it to him tomorrow.

If you haven't realized it yet, me and Jason are over. We broke up yestrday. It was mutual...and I didn't cry. I haven't cried. I'm really just fine. And who knows? Maybe something will come of me and Tom. It's entirely possible. He likes a lot of the same things I do. Him and his band are supposed to be playing Cherry Bing soon!!! That's so cool!!! Allie...you MUST come with me, it's at x-wheels. I just don't know how to tell my mom that me and Jason aren't together, ha ha. It's okay though. I'm doing just fine. It really scares me that I got over Jason so easily, like I wasted the past 6 months. And maybe I did, but it was fun while it lasted. It's nice to have someone else. There's that new relationship feel...I really like it. Of course, it's nice now. Give it a few weeks.

I wonder how Jason's doing though. I talked to him yesterday and he sort of seemed like he wanted to break up, but I'm perfectly fine with it. I probably won't ever talk about him again, at least for now. I'm sort of glad it's over. I feel independent, and new, like I can start all over again with Tom. That's so awesome :D

I don't know what all this means but I hope it's clear soon. Maybe the whole thing with Jason was like, preparing me for something. We'll have to wait and see.

I really don't have anything else better going on for me to talk about.

-Tina
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