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ok so first quarter ends this week...and guess what? my parents said that if i dont get the grades they expect of me (which is like almost straight A's or somethign liekt that) they're gonna fucking me out of oaks christian. im fucked. i mean i had a super bad start and im so behind in like everything that its gonna be impossible for those grades to come out. ya so ok, i haven't tried my hardest but still i dunno.
im so confused. i used to want to leave the school just because i was sick of having to drive 30 minutes every morning and the annoying traffic, the fact that the i feel left out b/c of the distance between me and all my school friends, sick of all the hard school work, sick of AP bio, sick of stupid annoying people, sick of the general superficiality of the place....
but than again, oaks christian high school happens to be a great school no doubt about that, good facilities, good sports teams, good education and stuff liek that
i dunno
if i do leave its probably gonna be pacifica because i can walk there in like 2 minutes...
im so confused aslaweorijasdlcsz.cjsakofjweojsaldkf
o damn now im going through this stupid "i wonder if people will even miss me" thing....pathetic
im so confused. i used to want to leave the school just because i was sick of having to drive 30 minutes every morning and the annoying traffic, the fact that the i feel left out b/c of the distance between me and all my school friends, sick of all the hard school work, sick of AP bio, sick of stupid annoying people, sick of the general superficiality of the place....
but than again, oaks christian high school happens to be a great school no doubt about that, good facilities, good sports teams, good education and stuff liek that
i dunno
if i do leave its probably gonna be pacifica because i can walk there in like 2 minutes...
im so confused aslaweorijasdlcsz.cjsakofjweojsaldkf
o damn now im going through this stupid "i wonder if people will even miss me" thing....pathetic