it's you i admire, my living example
hmm i really have nothing to do so i thought i'd write a little something. the party at lex's last nite was pretty awesome. prom night (the band, haha) was amazing and i had a great time dancing with megan and amber and chey and everyone else. i ended up getting pretty drunk and when the second keg ran out some of us went and picked up some more beer and headed over to cheyenne's and had a fire and got even more drunk. i drank some sparks which turned out to be kind of a bad idea because i had a really hard time passing out. i finally did at like 6 am or so and woke up at like 9:30 or something and the first thing i saw was something precious. :D
then me daniel and cheyenne went to camino and we were all really freaking tired. cheyenne drank 2 beers and i honestly could not believe he did seeing as how he said he had a hangover this morning. but man was i completely wasted last nite. isn't it weird how the most precious of boys show up when you least expect it. i'm just kinda scared about it but at the same time i'm really excited. i just don't want to hurt anyone just because of the way i am right now.
but something i am sick of is the sad fact that i've come to realize that if you don't have sex with a guy he probably won't call you the next day (or maybe not ever). i know this is a generalization but this has happened to me on more than one occassion in the past couple of weeks. i'm ready to be respected...and i actually was last nite and it was wonderful.
oh and also, seeing a boy you had a HUGE crush on with one of your friends is not very exciting either.
i've got my eye on something, but i'm keeping my options open, just in case there are more guys out there who don't fall into the category i described above.
then me daniel and cheyenne went to camino and we were all really freaking tired. cheyenne drank 2 beers and i honestly could not believe he did seeing as how he said he had a hangover this morning. but man was i completely wasted last nite. isn't it weird how the most precious of boys show up when you least expect it. i'm just kinda scared about it but at the same time i'm really excited. i just don't want to hurt anyone just because of the way i am right now.
but something i am sick of is the sad fact that i've come to realize that if you don't have sex with a guy he probably won't call you the next day (or maybe not ever). i know this is a generalization but this has happened to me on more than one occassion in the past couple of weeks. i'm ready to be respected...and i actually was last nite and it was wonderful.
oh and also, seeing a boy you had a HUGE crush on with one of your friends is not very exciting either.
i've got my eye on something, but i'm keeping my options open, just in case there are more guys out there who don't fall into the category i described above.