what a mess of my days i make trying to save myself

[xsugarmagnoliax]

hmm, drunk lj'ing, yess.
i feel like i must be growing up.
but at the same time i just feel so stuck.
i really wish someone could come along and save me from all of this.
but even if they did
i probably wouldn't even let them.
how messed up is that.

i guess i'm screwed.