just like the drugs you are keeping me
been awhile i guess.
classes started today and of course it was raining and really cold. seems like it always rains on the first day...bad omen? haha hopefully not..this semester has got to be different for me. a lot has happened since my last post but i don't have the time or patience to write about it. so i'm just gonna write about what i'm thinking about right now.
i'm sure most of you already know about my relationship status. not something i really want to go into but basically i'm just waiting now, something most people would think i was crazy for doing, and maybe i am...but who cares, it's what i want to do. there is no other feeling in the world that is like being completely in love with someone...and actually realizing it. i can't imagine ever being with anyone else ever.
i don't want to be hooked up with anyone...thanks to those people who are trying for me, but i just realized i don't want it...i'm not ready, and i don't know when i will be, if i ever will be. but when i finally do, i want it to just happen spontaneously and not some organized 'hey you should like this person' type of deal. i'm really cynical right now anyway, i'd probably just end up hurting someone, which i don't want to do.
hmmm so enough of that. here's my classes...
genetics + lab
microbiology + lab
organic chemistry + lab
introduction to evolution
yep...3 labs. that blows. but i can do it. i'm really focused now after what happened last semester. gonna make it happen
this was pretty pointless. bahhh
maybe you don't love me, but you'll grow to love me even more
classes started today and of course it was raining and really cold. seems like it always rains on the first day...bad omen? haha hopefully not..this semester has got to be different for me. a lot has happened since my last post but i don't have the time or patience to write about it. so i'm just gonna write about what i'm thinking about right now.
i'm sure most of you already know about my relationship status. not something i really want to go into but basically i'm just waiting now, something most people would think i was crazy for doing, and maybe i am...but who cares, it's what i want to do. there is no other feeling in the world that is like being completely in love with someone...and actually realizing it. i can't imagine ever being with anyone else ever.
i don't want to be hooked up with anyone...thanks to those people who are trying for me, but i just realized i don't want it...i'm not ready, and i don't know when i will be, if i ever will be. but when i finally do, i want it to just happen spontaneously and not some organized 'hey you should like this person' type of deal. i'm really cynical right now anyway, i'd probably just end up hurting someone, which i don't want to do.
hmmm so enough of that. here's my classes...
genetics + lab
microbiology + lab
organic chemistry + lab
introduction to evolution
yep...3 labs. that blows. but i can do it. i'm really focused now after what happened last semester. gonna make it happen
this was pretty pointless. bahhh
maybe you don't love me, but you'll grow to love me even more