the REAL KISS of DEATH
Druggies never cease to amaze me. It is absolutely ridiculous what this world is coming to. I have made an important decision in my life, i am going to cut off most of the people i know. for the reason being that i am sick of all these people i know fucking up there life.
i am in constant agony over this. it saddens me terribly. i try so hard to help them. i know how it is. i was there,3-4 years ago. its not a pretty thing. it deteriorates your whole entire being. it's so amazing how drugs/alcohol can have such a solid hold on you. nothing or nobody can pull you away from that. i have known so many innocent people who either, OD,Went to jail, or are lying 6feet under. all because of drugs corrupting there lives.
i hate it with a PASSION.
3-4 years ago i was introduced to that lifestyle. it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. there is no escape from that. my reality check came as a serious one. i thank god for it. since then i have been off any drugs. i have a drink every now and then,but thats it.
a close ass hommie of mine of 17 years, i lost to this bullshit.
of everyone i know, she means the most to me. i have done everything to help this girl out. i told her parents, she went to funerals,she has been to hospitals,seen people in coma's, i've had interventions. EVERY DAMN THING IN THE BOOK. yet she still rides with her middle fingers in the air. she still doesnt give a fuck.
it scares the shit out of me. has anybody seen the movie NEVER DIE ALONE? (great movie btw) w/e with dmx? anyway she was like the girl in the movie. Innocent,smart,beautiful,head on her shoulders,about to finish school,ambitious. all that. but she meets this snake ass mother fucker. he corrupts her. gets her hooked on his venom. and pow!
like that everything is gone. her beauty and intelligence gets traded for a cracked out face and needle tracks. It is crazy man. i dont know what else to do. i tried to cut her off, i pray that works. people dont think shit will ever happen to them, until something tragic does..
i dont know what to do, i dont want anything to happen to her.
That shit really is the kiss of death.
i have so much more to vent about this topic, but i've suddenly given myself a headache.im going to lie down for a little.i'll finish later.
be easy
nana*
i am in constant agony over this. it saddens me terribly. i try so hard to help them. i know how it is. i was there,3-4 years ago. its not a pretty thing. it deteriorates your whole entire being. it's so amazing how drugs/alcohol can have such a solid hold on you. nothing or nobody can pull you away from that. i have known so many innocent people who either, OD,Went to jail, or are lying 6feet under. all because of drugs corrupting there lives.
i hate it with a PASSION.
3-4 years ago i was introduced to that lifestyle. it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. there is no escape from that. my reality check came as a serious one. i thank god for it. since then i have been off any drugs. i have a drink every now and then,but thats it.
a close ass hommie of mine of 17 years, i lost to this bullshit.
of everyone i know, she means the most to me. i have done everything to help this girl out. i told her parents, she went to funerals,she has been to hospitals,seen people in coma's, i've had interventions. EVERY DAMN THING IN THE BOOK. yet she still rides with her middle fingers in the air. she still doesnt give a fuck.
it scares the shit out of me. has anybody seen the movie NEVER DIE ALONE? (great movie btw) w/e with dmx? anyway she was like the girl in the movie. Innocent,smart,beautiful,head on her shoulders,about to finish school,ambitious. all that. but she meets this snake ass mother fucker. he corrupts her. gets her hooked on his venom. and pow!
like that everything is gone. her beauty and intelligence gets traded for a cracked out face and needle tracks. It is crazy man. i dont know what else to do. i tried to cut her off, i pray that works. people dont think shit will ever happen to them, until something tragic does..
i dont know what to do, i dont want anything to happen to her.
That shit really is the kiss of death.
i have so much more to vent about this topic, but i've suddenly given myself a headache.im going to lie down for a little.i'll finish later.
be easy
nana*