Aug 12, 2003 00:09
Ugh.
I am so confused and upset right now. Brett is furious with me and I don't know what to do about it. I know he doesn't like Jarrett, at all but Jarrett makes me so happy. I know that I don't see or talk to Brett that much anymore and yeah, that is completely my fault but just I don't know what I would do without him.
He is my best friend. Always will be.
I wish he could be happy for me. I know Jarrett can be jealous at times and act out of line but what guy doesn't get jealous. I don't let him control me at all. I just don't know what on earth I would do without Brett. He has always been there for me no matter what and even when an incident so controversial occurs we always end up pulling through it and refusing to let something as petty and screwed up as that mess up our friendship. (You know what I'm talking about).
I truly love him as a best friend.
And for him to tell me tonight that I'm not his best friend really hurt.
I don't know what to do.
If I was forced to choose, YOU know who I would pick.