I'll start a revolution from my bed...
I. play. with. fire. Burn.
i.am.sorry.
never regretful though.
I'm rethinking prom...but how 'bout them pancakes?
It's all possible. I'm just indecisive.
But JJ and I are going prom dress shopping after work
for a prom I might not attend
and a dress I might not wear.
But at some point in the day
JJ will be in a dress
and I will be havin' a smoothie
so my day will be fabulous.
Being grounded...just being out of the house
is fabulous. I owe money and apologies and
I could use a little Mary Corby right about now but hey.
I lost touch with amazing people...and some I threw away.
but i could collect the ashes -- or find them on the internet
no obituaries por favor.
I still love Christen -- I might have needed a midnight parallel last night.
But I won't be sleeping tonite. i've been wrong.
i've been right but i am wrong. i know.
i'm in love.
and if i never have to face forgiveness
it won't phase me a bit. I've
learned how much it hurts.
i'm selfish. horribly. restless, too.
bre i've taken you for granted.
and matt and mom and john-frazier and the rest of my family...
caitlin, sometimes I wish I could be you.
It's a simple admiration, but honest. You're alot
that I could never be. lovely in a yellow skirt for instance.
takes me back to canary-colored teacups.
i know i've changed.
(i look at myself now and then.)
but it's OK.
i'm young and easy
and failure has humbled me.
thanking God for the smaller things...
i'm tired and grotequely naive.
maybe she was right all along.
i don't think i ever have been.
right that is.
and i can't help that I associate laura
with a staple in the ass. but.i.do.
i don't know what that means.
but i'm thinking thyroids. yesiree.
to be in st. augustine Saturday nite.
could be bliss.
i've never coined the phrase making love
but that's just me lacking social grace I guess.
i've never been better than anybody else-
but i know that now. and i don't know how i ended up here.
no one asks when you don't show up.
reservations are nice sometimes.
"oh...take that look from off your face...
you ain't ever gonna burn my heart
out."
christen
i.am.sorry.
never regretful though.
I'm rethinking prom...but how 'bout them pancakes?
It's all possible. I'm just indecisive.
But JJ and I are going prom dress shopping after work
for a prom I might not attend
and a dress I might not wear.
But at some point in the day
JJ will be in a dress
and I will be havin' a smoothie
so my day will be fabulous.
Being grounded...just being out of the house
is fabulous. I owe money and apologies and
I could use a little Mary Corby right about now but hey.
I lost touch with amazing people...and some I threw away.
but i could collect the ashes -- or find them on the internet
no obituaries por favor.
I still love Christen -- I might have needed a midnight parallel last night.
But I won't be sleeping tonite. i've been wrong.
i've been right but i am wrong. i know.
i'm in love.
and if i never have to face forgiveness
it won't phase me a bit. I've
learned how much it hurts.
i'm selfish. horribly. restless, too.
bre i've taken you for granted.
and matt and mom and john-frazier and the rest of my family...
caitlin, sometimes I wish I could be you.
It's a simple admiration, but honest. You're alot
that I could never be. lovely in a yellow skirt for instance.
takes me back to canary-colored teacups.
i know i've changed.
(i look at myself now and then.)
but it's OK.
i'm young and easy
and failure has humbled me.
thanking God for the smaller things...
i'm tired and grotequely naive.
maybe she was right all along.
i don't think i ever have been.
right that is.
and i can't help that I associate laura
with a staple in the ass. but.i.do.
i don't know what that means.
but i'm thinking thyroids. yesiree.
to be in st. augustine Saturday nite.
could be bliss.
i've never coined the phrase making love
but that's just me lacking social grace I guess.
i've never been better than anybody else-
but i know that now. and i don't know how i ended up here.
no one asks when you don't show up.
reservations are nice sometimes.
"oh...take that look from off your face...
you ain't ever gonna burn my heart
out."
christen