let me just say this

Jul 25, 2005 01:21

i'm not stupid, i kno when something's going on.... i kno when i'm being lied to over and over again.... now i feel stupid just b/c peolpe think that i don't kno... well i knew and now i kno for sure.... a friend? yea i'm pretty sure friends don't lie to each other's faces over and over again... idk i'm going before i say things i'll regret but i ( Read more... )

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xsufi_flipperx July 25 2005, 08:22:32 UTC
DIDN'T WANT TO HURT ME?! ok monica had sex with u... u like monica monica was drunk i think if this were explained to me..... even if the case is that she likes u too... wutever.... i'd understand that a lot better that if i were lied to.... "i would never touch phil danielle." ok? she said that to me even when it didn't even matter.... and now hearing that u both did stuff and u thought i had no clue? that makes ME feel stupid.... can u atleast try to put urself in my possision? i think this hurts a little more... my BEST FRIEND lying to me or sleeping with a guy that i liked but knew that not even once would he like me back... so knowing i had no chance with u and that the two of u hooked up however many times i think would be a little easier to get over than my best friend of 15 years lying about something like this repeatedly... it just makes me feel stupid and that u guys think so little of me that i wouldn't figure it out. and if u and phil want to be friends still that is none of my business... don't wanna ruin anything for anyone else. i don't want phil to hate me for u not talking to him anymore... u do wut u need to do...

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clashcityrock July 25 2005, 09:41:03 UTC
Yeah. - Well it's like...as I said...I assumed you were going to hate me...so I just held off and waited-figuring if I held off I'd keep you as a friend a little longer - I assumed either way I'd lose you. I KNEW you'd find out - I know you're not dumb. Phil and I have assumed you knew for a while...but I couldn't bring it up - We both assumed you knew. We never, for a second, thought you were stupid.

Anytime I spoke with him we'd both mentioned the fact we thought you knew. And how to bring it up and all of that thing...

I'd never touch him again- ever. I can say that's the only thing I've lied to you about- but that makes no difference. I understand that it IS a big deal, I see that completely. I'd be upset if I were you too. You have every right to be- I can say this never would have happened without the assistance of alcohol - just two dumb, drunk oversexed people not thinking about anyone else. Yep, I lied about it. Several times. I wanted to keep you as a friend- I know that's wrong- I knew when I was lying to you it was wrong. I was prolonging the innevitable.

I know I was wrong. I'm sorry. I can't make anything better now. I can't win back your trust.

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