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so the past few days have had its ups and downs, pulling my back down, not recording today down, leaving early last night down, and knowing that max might have to go into surgery for his heart biggest down of them all. You never think that someone u care about so much can go away and knowing that he might leave us really fucking just makes me so angry/sad/depressed/and other emotions that i cant even think of. I just hope he gets better, but there are some ups. Last night up, FFP practice up, FFP recording of "Lionheart" up, 9th period friday up, and anytime spent with friends up. I need last year back, i need to feel happy agian, like im happy but not like how i used to be, im so stressed its not even funny and i take it out on people and i really dont mean to. I need to move, like away from everyone, start a new, im gona go.
Dan
Dan