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I cannot comprehend how in love I am with my boyfriend.
He’s too good to me.
In other news, I hate money. Everything about it.
Every. Single. Thing. About. It.
I also hate that I’m going to be alone the entire time Ty is on tour.
He’s been at a show 15 minutes away tonight for not even 6 hours, and I’m having mild separation anxiety.
I just get so uncomfortable and tense and shaky when I’m not with him.
Hopefully the time goes by quickly. I’ll just keep focusing and doing well in school, work my butt off, read too much, and watch every documentary and movie on Netflix.
I have to get used to that.
I don’t really have a choice. This is our life.
He’s a touring musician. It’s not average, but it’s us.
It makes sense to us. It’s normal to us.
and I love us. and I love him. So I have to love this.
Right?
I’m also 75% sure he’s gonna be gone for my 21st birthday in January.
okay, I’m done being a lonely sad sack.
He’s too good to me.
In other news, I hate money. Everything about it.
Every. Single. Thing. About. It.
I also hate that I’m going to be alone the entire time Ty is on tour.
He’s been at a show 15 minutes away tonight for not even 6 hours, and I’m having mild separation anxiety.
I just get so uncomfortable and tense and shaky when I’m not with him.
Hopefully the time goes by quickly. I’ll just keep focusing and doing well in school, work my butt off, read too much, and watch every documentary and movie on Netflix.
I have to get used to that.
I don’t really have a choice. This is our life.
He’s a touring musician. It’s not average, but it’s us.
It makes sense to us. It’s normal to us.
and I love us. and I love him. So I have to love this.
Right?
I’m also 75% sure he’s gonna be gone for my 21st birthday in January.
okay, I’m done being a lonely sad sack.