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Everything pretty much sucks right now. In case you havn't heard the story- I'll give it to you under the cut.
Monday, it was Lunch. Brandon asked me for my choc. milk. Being the friend i thought he was, I had no idea he was going to do anything except take a sip.. looks like i thought wrong. So about five minutes later, he gives me the milk.. I take a sip. Tasted kind of weird, but then again its the school milk; so you know. Make my way to study after lunch and notice wyatte burts like, laughing at me. I was totally confused, and had no idea what was going on. I felt totally out of place, and knew something wasn't right. Oh well, get in study and about half way through the period people were like , " wooaahh you smell like shit " I was serioulsy so confused i had no idea what was going on , i mean.. i smelled fine lol, but seriously i was so scared , something was up and i just totally didnt like it. Last period : Spanish... people were asking me if i was okay because apparently, my skin was "pale", i didnt know really why though because i felt perfectly fine. A little weezey i guess you could say, but regular. Bell rings.. get my stuff. Christey Lee whatever the fuck her name is comes up to me with her annoying as HELL voice, " Lucy! Did you enjoy your milk today??! " i was like " huh? " haha, i really was fucking confused. Then I get on the bus , and as i approached the back all the other 8th graders started laughing their heads off at me and im all like, " wtf??!!!" i was serriously about to loose it. I really wasnt feeling well, or atleast started not feeling well. Then i was like really serious and asked josh agnew what the fuck was going on ... I guessed some totally random question : "Did someone put fucking laxitives in my milk??" ... "yeah." .. "who?!?!!".. " I cant tell you , but have you had the urge to take a shit yet ?? " - ( the answer was no, but I was so i dunno. like, shocked about everything i was like whatt the fuckkk ... and then i stayed quiet all untill i got to my bathroom and just started balling. I hadn't cryed like that in forever ; and i dunno, it was totally annying to hear such a thing. Stupid immature 8th grade guys..so dickless, i wish it was so different. My step mom came up to find out why i was crying, and so i told her. i dunno, i was so sad and everything i just needed somone to talk to. I took a bath after that cause whenever i feel sad, a bath is so relaxing. So took one, and my parents asked me if i was going to go to the office and i was like no ; i dunno ; yes ; no .. i really didnt know what to do. So tuesday and i kindof forgot what happened. all this shit saying who did and who didnt do it . i did find who did it though.. mike c had posetion of the laxitives , gave them to kevin ; he brought them to lunch, Brandon asked for my milk.. kevin gave the shit to evan ; evan put it in , mixed it around , and brandon gave it back. Some amazing friends i have .. i dont know. I hate brandon and evan. they are so ughh i dont want to talk about it. anyways, my parents secretly went to mr. riely, and i was getting the worst stomache aches - ever. it was so werid, becasue they kept on coming back and going away. like at a time i would be ok. and BOOM it would punch me in the belly like a cannon ball :( shitt guys i was so sad . Especailly since i would never think brandon would do such a fucking stupid thing !!! and evan- ughh i dont want to talk about it. Anywayss.. yeah they all got caught ; the whole bunch of em. Evan wouldnt admit it , so kevin being the bigger man, decided to admit it was him. but technicly.. it was kindof all them . oh well i dont know. i kindof respect kevin for doing that and i felt so horrible in spanish when i found out they got suspended for three days. I dunno, i still feel weezey and kindof sick. Thats it so far..
So yeah.. ward tonight? not sure
And also, I'm rooming for the DC trip with two people i used to hang out with, and one i dont know, but seems nice. whatever.. i dont know. it all blows, and i dont think its getting any better.