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Yesterday and today had to be the most depressing days of my life... i've never had anyone so close to me die before, and i really have no idea why God took her because she was truly a really awesome person, and to alot of people she was the nicest teacher, and a really great friend. I cant stand what happend. Mrs. O'Hara was really such a great person and like.. i dunno i really miss her but i think ill really know what its like when i have art on monday, and i really think im going to start balling my eyes out. At lunch I walked down by the art room and looked in. It was dark, and nothing was in there. I felt to empty.. and noticably cold. I really do miss her, and i'd give anything to atleast see her, and she was so pretty for her age.. i mean somwhere in the 50's, with curly hair and how she always wore that pink lipstick. wow, today was really terrible. everything sucks. I dont know what to do. Now i know what its like to feel grief, but then again, think of her 14 year old daughter who found her mother lying on the ground. I'd instantly kill myself.