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hey kiddies, been a while hasnt it?
i'd like to start off by saying that today i got four fillings. six actually, there were 2 in 2 teeth. the last time i went in for fillings they gave me a vallium. well that stupid thing did JACK SHIT and i felt everything! so this time i sucked in my gut and asked for novocaine. why was this such a big deal you wonder??
i abosultey hate needles. they terrify me. when i see them i start to get nervous, and it only goes down hill from there.
so i am laying on the chair thingy and the doc is telling me to open my mouth and shit. by this point i'm already shaking nervously cuz i know i'm about to get some shots. so i close my eyes as tight as i could, i mean, i was seeing sparkes they were so tight. he props my mouth open and i start hyperventilating and shivering and i was almost on the verge of crying. THAT FUCKING NEEDLE HURTS MAN. especially when he jabs you FIVE times with it!! FUCK YOU CAVITIES. all of sudden i no longer have the bottom portion of my face. it's gone, flew right out the window. my tongue is numb but it feels fat like a.. i don't even know.. a fat thing. me. anyway. he breaks out the drill and is like "hey this won't hurt" but i'm freakin anyway. liAR! it hurt! i felt everything!!@ WHY DO ANESTHETICS NOT WORK ON ME WHAT IS MY PROBLEM. i screamed every once in a while between whimpering and crying. when the deed was done i was shaking so hard i almost vibrated right off the chair.
as of now the novocaine has worn off on my mouth and i have feeling, however, i don't have control over part of my upper lip and my jaw aches like a mofo.
glorious day huh?
well i start hcc monday, huzzah for me i guess; trrnce and ri/on have just run off to get our books for class.
english
psycology
renaissance to modern humanities
astronomy
i'm kinda glad i'm going back to school, but i'd take highschool over college anyday. i'm a freak i know. the best part was college clothes hehe; i conned my mom into buying me a bunch of new clothes, like she used to for the new school year.
trrnce also bought me this bitching jacket and THE COOLEST SHOES EVAR. i'd love to show you but have no camera. tomorrow maybe. and heathrr gave me these neato glitter bracelets. hopefully when i get this job i'll save up right quick to get my hair straigtened. i start excercizing soon too, so maybe one day i won't look like a gross cow.
i have a few ideas for songs floating in my head at the moment, but no words to put to them, just titles. "somewhere in az" and i want to write a song about atreyu (from neverending story) cuz he is a huge badass. i found out today that atreyu is some kind of shitty band that doesn't deserve the name atreyu!! fuck those guys.
well i don't know how many of you remember him, but i talked to rondi last night. why is he so awesome?? i love him! he's gonna play angel synthesis with us, w00t!! and i'm sure he'll bring along his insane talent for drawing guys, yush.
oh and yesterday we finally saw mat's bunny!! omg i love it. i wanted to steal it. cutest thing ever!!! she doesn't have a name, they call her "bunbun", which actually sounds good when you are talking to her. i think they should name her ninja cuz she is black.
well dat is all for now. i hope i regain control of my mouth here soon.
i'd like to start off by saying that today i got four fillings. six actually, there were 2 in 2 teeth. the last time i went in for fillings they gave me a vallium. well that stupid thing did JACK SHIT and i felt everything! so this time i sucked in my gut and asked for novocaine. why was this such a big deal you wonder??
i abosultey hate needles. they terrify me. when i see them i start to get nervous, and it only goes down hill from there.
so i am laying on the chair thingy and the doc is telling me to open my mouth and shit. by this point i'm already shaking nervously cuz i know i'm about to get some shots. so i close my eyes as tight as i could, i mean, i was seeing sparkes they were so tight. he props my mouth open and i start hyperventilating and shivering and i was almost on the verge of crying. THAT FUCKING NEEDLE HURTS MAN. especially when he jabs you FIVE times with it!! FUCK YOU CAVITIES. all of sudden i no longer have the bottom portion of my face. it's gone, flew right out the window. my tongue is numb but it feels fat like a.. i don't even know.. a fat thing. me. anyway. he breaks out the drill and is like "hey this won't hurt" but i'm freakin anyway. liAR! it hurt! i felt everything!!@ WHY DO ANESTHETICS NOT WORK ON ME WHAT IS MY PROBLEM. i screamed every once in a while between whimpering and crying. when the deed was done i was shaking so hard i almost vibrated right off the chair.
as of now the novocaine has worn off on my mouth and i have feeling, however, i don't have control over part of my upper lip and my jaw aches like a mofo.
glorious day huh?
well i start hcc monday, huzzah for me i guess; trrnce and ri/on have just run off to get our books for class.
english
psycology
renaissance to modern humanities
astronomy
i'm kinda glad i'm going back to school, but i'd take highschool over college anyday. i'm a freak i know. the best part was college clothes hehe; i conned my mom into buying me a bunch of new clothes, like she used to for the new school year.
trrnce also bought me this bitching jacket and THE COOLEST SHOES EVAR. i'd love to show you but have no camera. tomorrow maybe. and heathrr gave me these neato glitter bracelets. hopefully when i get this job i'll save up right quick to get my hair straigtened. i start excercizing soon too, so maybe one day i won't look like a gross cow.
i have a few ideas for songs floating in my head at the moment, but no words to put to them, just titles. "somewhere in az" and i want to write a song about atreyu (from neverending story) cuz he is a huge badass. i found out today that atreyu is some kind of shitty band that doesn't deserve the name atreyu!! fuck those guys.
well i don't know how many of you remember him, but i talked to rondi last night. why is he so awesome?? i love him! he's gonna play angel synthesis with us, w00t!! and i'm sure he'll bring along his insane talent for drawing guys, yush.
oh and yesterday we finally saw mat's bunny!! omg i love it. i wanted to steal it. cutest thing ever!!! she doesn't have a name, they call her "bunbun", which actually sounds good when you are talking to her. i think they should name her ninja cuz she is black.
well dat is all for now. i hope i regain control of my mouth here soon.