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[Jewelry worn daily: My Earings and my string braclet.
[Pillow]:'s are nice.
[Shoes]: DVS's.
[Favorite top]: Uh. Probably my SOTY shirt.
[Favorite bottoms]: Jeans.
[Cologne/Perfume]: Axe
[CD in stereo right now: A mix CD.
[Piercings]: Ears.
[Hair]: Red/Brown.
[What you are wearing now]: PJ's and a soccer shirt.
[In my mouth]: My tounge and the taste of my Dots Chapstick.
[In my head]: Nothing.
[After this]: A post.
[Talking to]: No one.
[The last thing you ate?]: Chicken.
[Some of your favorite movies]: Anything funny, sad, scary, or basically the whole movie store.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: Being Alone or getting hurt.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: No.
[Do you belive in forgiveness]: Not really. You can never really fully forgive a person if they hurt you that bad.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: A puppy!
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Um. Chicago, New York, or where ever I stayed in Hawaii.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: People and their actions.
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
01. Cried: Yes
02. Bought something: Yes
03. Gotten sick: Yes
04. Sang: Yes
05. Eaten: Yes
07. Felt stupid: No
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Maybe
09. Met someone new: Yup
11. Talked to an ex: Yes
12. Missed an ex: Um. Not really.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yes
4. Had a serious talk: Yes
15. Missed someone: Yes
16. Hugged someone: No
17. Fought with your parent: No
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Yes
[Who]
01. Have you known the longest: Rayna.
02. Do you argue with the most with: Um. I don't really argue.
03. Do you always get along with: I don't know. Everyone?
04. Is the trustworthiest: No one but myself.
05. Makes you laugh the most: Brandon, Dana, and Jake.
06. Has been there through all the hard times: Kellyn and myself.
07. Has the coolest parents: Jake or Brandon.
08. Have the coolest siblings: Me.
09. Is the most blunt: Jake.
10. Is the smartest: Dana
[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: Ashley from Degrassi.
02. What is some of your pet peeves: People fighting, people being gay. Things like that.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Duh
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Nice ones?
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): Not really.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: HAHAHAHAHA. Man, wouldn't that be funny if I said no? Ha.
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: No.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: Yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: No.
12. Do you want to get married: Yes
13. Do you want kids: Yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: Yes
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: No
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: My eyes.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: My feelings and actions towards others.
18. Are you happy with you: Sometimes.
19. Are you happy with your life: Not really, but hey? Why not try to make it work!
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: That my friends never would have been careless idiots.
Have you...
1. Fallen for your best friend?: No
3. Been rejected?: Yes
4. Been in love?: Yes
5. Used someone?: No
6. Been used?: Obviously I have.
8. Done something you regret?: Yep, I think about it every day.
Who was the last person..
9. You touched?: Uhh. I dunno. The person at physcial theropy?
10. You talked to?: blaine
12. You instant messaged?: Brandon.
14. You had sex with?: Wow. That was kind of forword.
15. You yelled at?: Brandon kind of.
16. You laughed with?: I dunno. My dad?
17. Who broke your heart?: Brandon and Dana.
Do you..
19. Color your hair?: Yes
20. Have tattoos?: Not yet.
21. Have piercings?: Yes
22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope
23. Own a webcam? No
24. Own a thong? Yes
25. Ever get off the damn computer? Yes
27. Habla espanol? No
28. Quack? Sorry, I'm not a duck.
Have you / do you / are you...
29. Stolen anything? Yes
30. Smoke? No
32. Obsessive? No
33. Compulsive? Maybe
34. Obsessive compulsive? No
35. Panic? Sometimes
36. Anxiety? Yes
37. Depressed? I try hard to be happy.
38. Suicidal? Not yet.
39. Obsessed with hate? No
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? Eww. No.
*Questions*
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Gone.
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? Not really.
43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Eyes and lips.
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Yes
45. Would you marry for money?: No
46. Have you had braces?: No
47. Do you pluck your eyebrows? Yes
48. Do you like hairy backs? Um, no?
50. Could you live without a computer?: I don't know.
51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc:Yes
52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: Like 9.
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be? Around 1890-1950.
54. Do you wear white socks?: Yes.
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Off
56. Your favorite fruit?: Strawberries.
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: White.
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: I don't know.
59. What is the last movie you saw?: Some crazy one on TV.
61. Are you photogenic?: Ha. No.
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Both.
63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: Yes. Thanks Brandon...
64. Is it chipped or fresh?: Chipped.
65. Do you have any dimples? Yes
66. Do you remember being born?: No
67. Why do you take surveys?: Cause I'm bored.
68. Do you drink alcohol? Sometimes.
69. Did you like or do you like high school?: Sometimes.
70. What is the best accent? English
71. Who do you want to kiss? A boy
72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: Maybe. Maybe not. I hate old people, they look icky.
74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Not really.
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? Yes
76. Are you loyal?: Yes
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: Sometimes.
78. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: Off
79. Do you like your nose?: No
80. Do you think you can draw well?: No
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real? 8
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: I don't keep shoes there...
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? I don't care?
84. Do you write poetry?: Yes
85. Snore?: I hope not.
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Side and front.
87. Cats/Dogs?: Doggies.
88. Do you lick stamps?: No
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: Yes
90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: No. All you lucky bitches. I've always wanted to do that. In fact, thats what I want for my next birthday.
here we go...
Like your name?: No
Were you named after anyone?: A barbie.
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Which finger is your favorite?: My index.
When did you last cry?: Last night
Do you like your handwriting?: No
Who do you admire: Breanne. She doesn't let things get to her.
What is your favorite animal?: Um. I dunno.
If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?: Yes.
Are you a daredevil?: Sometimes.
Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: Not that I know of.
Have you ever stolen anything? Yes
Do looks matter? A little. Who ever says they don't is lying.
Have you ever miss used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: Yes
Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Nope
Are you trendy?: I don't know.
How do you release anger?: I keep it in me untill I burst.
Do you trust others easily?: HAHA. Hell no.
What was your favorite toy as a child?: I dunno.
Do you like sappy love songs?: Yes
Have you ever been on radio or television?: Yes, both.
Do you have a journal?: Yes, I have 3.
Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes
Have you ever been in another country? Yes
What is your nickname?: Rhonda or Lauraine.
Would you bungee jump?: Yes
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: No
what are you worried about right now?: Who knows. I DO! But you don't.
Do you ever wear overalls?: No...
Do you think you are strong?: Physically? Maybe. Emotionally? No.
That was fun. Not. I'm in a shit mood. Happy birthday Brandon. I probably won't be coming to your house tonight, so have fun. Anyways. Thing have started to bother me and I think I'm going to need to take a break. I need to have some alone time, or maybe get some new friends. Not that my old ones are bad, but I just need a change. Dana's mom wants me to get on honor society. Sorry Dana and Brandon, but I don't think we're having a party. School is hard for me and I can't concentrate. I'm not going to make it on, and even if I did, I wouldn't want to go to New York. I just don't want too. Yesterday was fun. I saw Earl. I love him. He's so nice and cool and yeah. I miss talking to him. Maybe he'll come to our game tomorrow. Tha'd be sweet shit. Anywho. Then I spent the night at Dana's. I woke up this morning, and went to physical theropy, then came home, took a shower, and went to school with my mom. Now I'm just sitting here waiting for practice. Woo hoo. I can't wait... So what's been going on everyone? Huh? I miss you all, and I can't wait for school to start, I need some rush in my life. Maybe it'll help me feel better :). I hope there's some cute new kid's I can stare at. That'd be cool. Maybe one of them would actually be decent, and not an ass. Of course, he could just hide it and pretend to be nice like eveyone else. Oh well. Maybe not. You know? I was thinking about it today in the car. Kellyn is really lucky. She got a fresh start. I wish I could have one. I think I'm goint to talk to my parent's about going to Richmond or Armada. Memphis is just too...I don't know, but everyone there knows too much about me and it really pisses me off. But what can you do, I guess not tell anyone, anything. That always works for me. I think I just need a change. That's all. Anywho. I have to look up some tabs for my brother, and then head home. Then, come back to the school again. Wow. Fun stuff. Right. Okay then.
Love, Lauren.
[Pillow]:'s are nice.
[Shoes]: DVS's.
[Favorite top]: Uh. Probably my SOTY shirt.
[Favorite bottoms]: Jeans.
[Cologne/Perfume]: Axe
[CD in stereo right now: A mix CD.
[Piercings]: Ears.
[Hair]: Red/Brown.
[What you are wearing now]: PJ's and a soccer shirt.
[In my mouth]: My tounge and the taste of my Dots Chapstick.
[In my head]: Nothing.
[After this]: A post.
[Talking to]: No one.
[The last thing you ate?]: Chicken.
[Some of your favorite movies]: Anything funny, sad, scary, or basically the whole movie store.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: Being Alone or getting hurt.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: No.
[Do you belive in forgiveness]: Not really. You can never really fully forgive a person if they hurt you that bad.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: A puppy!
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Um. Chicago, New York, or where ever I stayed in Hawaii.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: People and their actions.
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
01. Cried: Yes
02. Bought something: Yes
03. Gotten sick: Yes
04. Sang: Yes
05. Eaten: Yes
07. Felt stupid: No
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Maybe
09. Met someone new: Yup
11. Talked to an ex: Yes
12. Missed an ex: Um. Not really.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yes
4. Had a serious talk: Yes
15. Missed someone: Yes
16. Hugged someone: No
17. Fought with your parent: No
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Yes
[Who]
01. Have you known the longest: Rayna.
02. Do you argue with the most with: Um. I don't really argue.
03. Do you always get along with: I don't know. Everyone?
04. Is the trustworthiest: No one but myself.
05. Makes you laugh the most: Brandon, Dana, and Jake.
06. Has been there through all the hard times: Kellyn and myself.
07. Has the coolest parents: Jake or Brandon.
08. Have the coolest siblings: Me.
09. Is the most blunt: Jake.
10. Is the smartest: Dana
[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: Ashley from Degrassi.
02. What is some of your pet peeves: People fighting, people being gay. Things like that.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Duh
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Nice ones?
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): Not really.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: HAHAHAHAHA. Man, wouldn't that be funny if I said no? Ha.
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: No.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: Yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: No.
12. Do you want to get married: Yes
13. Do you want kids: Yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: Yes
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: No
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: My eyes.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: My feelings and actions towards others.
18. Are you happy with you: Sometimes.
19. Are you happy with your life: Not really, but hey? Why not try to make it work!
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: That my friends never would have been careless idiots.
Have you...
1. Fallen for your best friend?: No
3. Been rejected?: Yes
4. Been in love?: Yes
5. Used someone?: No
6. Been used?: Obviously I have.
8. Done something you regret?: Yep, I think about it every day.
Who was the last person..
9. You touched?: Uhh. I dunno. The person at physcial theropy?
10. You talked to?: blaine
12. You instant messaged?: Brandon.
14. You had sex with?: Wow. That was kind of forword.
15. You yelled at?: Brandon kind of.
16. You laughed with?: I dunno. My dad?
17. Who broke your heart?: Brandon and Dana.
Do you..
19. Color your hair?: Yes
20. Have tattoos?: Not yet.
21. Have piercings?: Yes
22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope
23. Own a webcam? No
24. Own a thong? Yes
25. Ever get off the damn computer? Yes
27. Habla espanol? No
28. Quack? Sorry, I'm not a duck.
Have you / do you / are you...
29. Stolen anything? Yes
30. Smoke? No
32. Obsessive? No
33. Compulsive? Maybe
34. Obsessive compulsive? No
35. Panic? Sometimes
36. Anxiety? Yes
37. Depressed? I try hard to be happy.
38. Suicidal? Not yet.
39. Obsessed with hate? No
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? Eww. No.
*Questions*
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Gone.
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? Not really.
43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Eyes and lips.
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Yes
45. Would you marry for money?: No
46. Have you had braces?: No
47. Do you pluck your eyebrows? Yes
48. Do you like hairy backs? Um, no?
50. Could you live without a computer?: I don't know.
51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc:Yes
52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: Like 9.
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be? Around 1890-1950.
54. Do you wear white socks?: Yes.
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Off
56. Your favorite fruit?: Strawberries.
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: White.
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: I don't know.
59. What is the last movie you saw?: Some crazy one on TV.
61. Are you photogenic?: Ha. No.
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Both.
63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: Yes. Thanks Brandon...
64. Is it chipped or fresh?: Chipped.
65. Do you have any dimples? Yes
66. Do you remember being born?: No
67. Why do you take surveys?: Cause I'm bored.
68. Do you drink alcohol? Sometimes.
69. Did you like or do you like high school?: Sometimes.
70. What is the best accent? English
71. Who do you want to kiss? A boy
72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: Maybe. Maybe not. I hate old people, they look icky.
74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Not really.
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? Yes
76. Are you loyal?: Yes
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: Sometimes.
78. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: Off
79. Do you like your nose?: No
80. Do you think you can draw well?: No
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real? 8
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: I don't keep shoes there...
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? I don't care?
84. Do you write poetry?: Yes
85. Snore?: I hope not.
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Side and front.
87. Cats/Dogs?: Doggies.
88. Do you lick stamps?: No
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: Yes
90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: No. All you lucky bitches. I've always wanted to do that. In fact, thats what I want for my next birthday.
here we go...
Like your name?: No
Were you named after anyone?: A barbie.
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Which finger is your favorite?: My index.
When did you last cry?: Last night
Do you like your handwriting?: No
Who do you admire: Breanne. She doesn't let things get to her.
What is your favorite animal?: Um. I dunno.
If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?: Yes.
Are you a daredevil?: Sometimes.
Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: Not that I know of.
Have you ever stolen anything? Yes
Do looks matter? A little. Who ever says they don't is lying.
Have you ever miss used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: Yes
Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Nope
Are you trendy?: I don't know.
How do you release anger?: I keep it in me untill I burst.
Do you trust others easily?: HAHA. Hell no.
What was your favorite toy as a child?: I dunno.
Do you like sappy love songs?: Yes
Have you ever been on radio or television?: Yes, both.
Do you have a journal?: Yes, I have 3.
Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes
Have you ever been in another country? Yes
What is your nickname?: Rhonda or Lauraine.
Would you bungee jump?: Yes
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: No
what are you worried about right now?: Who knows. I DO! But you don't.
Do you ever wear overalls?: No...
Do you think you are strong?: Physically? Maybe. Emotionally? No.
That was fun. Not. I'm in a shit mood. Happy birthday Brandon. I probably won't be coming to your house tonight, so have fun. Anyways. Thing have started to bother me and I think I'm going to need to take a break. I need to have some alone time, or maybe get some new friends. Not that my old ones are bad, but I just need a change. Dana's mom wants me to get on honor society. Sorry Dana and Brandon, but I don't think we're having a party. School is hard for me and I can't concentrate. I'm not going to make it on, and even if I did, I wouldn't want to go to New York. I just don't want too. Yesterday was fun. I saw Earl. I love him. He's so nice and cool and yeah. I miss talking to him. Maybe he'll come to our game tomorrow. Tha'd be sweet shit. Anywho. Then I spent the night at Dana's. I woke up this morning, and went to physical theropy, then came home, took a shower, and went to school with my mom. Now I'm just sitting here waiting for practice. Woo hoo. I can't wait... So what's been going on everyone? Huh? I miss you all, and I can't wait for school to start, I need some rush in my life. Maybe it'll help me feel better :). I hope there's some cute new kid's I can stare at. That'd be cool. Maybe one of them would actually be decent, and not an ass. Of course, he could just hide it and pretend to be nice like eveyone else. Oh well. Maybe not. You know? I was thinking about it today in the car. Kellyn is really lucky. She got a fresh start. I wish I could have one. I think I'm goint to talk to my parent's about going to Richmond or Armada. Memphis is just too...I don't know, but everyone there knows too much about me and it really pisses me off. But what can you do, I guess not tell anyone, anything. That always works for me. I think I just need a change. That's all. Anywho. I have to look up some tabs for my brother, and then head home. Then, come back to the school again. Wow. Fun stuff. Right. Okay then.
Love, Lauren.