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[xstuffynhippox]

Have you ever sat down and thought to yourself..."why do I do the things i do?" or "why do i say the things i say?"...Over the past...2 years, I've basically lived a very harsh, and retarded life. Every new person that came along, basically made me feel such a sense of euphoria that I thought i would end up marrying them, then realize that I either

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The first step is admitting you have a problem... AA? Or MD? Mike Deane!

[lau_mac]

You are a truth teller... Not a liar. For the first time you are being honest of feelings that Bill and I have known you felt for the past year since you and I donno if I'm aloud to say her name here, so I'll just say "Ms. X" parted ways... We both know for some strange reason whenever you are truely happy with a girl, you for some reason sabbagtage it, and that if you talk about a girl constantly, whether good or bad, that you are over with, it means you still think about them, thus you still care... I hope "Ms. X" finds a way to trust you again... You have to understand it will be very hard for her. To put trust in someone who already let you down in such a painful way, is extremely difficult, but I have always believed you two made the best of friends and a great couple to boot... I think you guys are made for eachother, and although she doesn't want to lose your friendship again, or have her heart broken for a second time, I believe eventually, if you don't give up, and don't harass her to make a choice before she is ready to, she will come around and realize, yes it is important not to lose a great friend a second time, and no one wants to be hurt emotionally... But, realisticly, no one should ever lose thier soulmate either... And that is what you guys truely are to eachother... Give her time and let her know you are there. Be her friend and all will work out in the end... I truely believe that hun... Hang in there... Lau.