Well

[xstrungoutpunkx]

well i almost died today. i am tired of life. I mean if everything you are sarounded with is pain and hurt, and things never get better, only worse, would you want to always live that life? I wish it would be over. I thought meaghan really really liked me bofore, but i guess that wasnt as acurate as she said. why must she lie to me about how much she liked me? maybe she could have told the fucking truth instead of fucking hurting me so much later? she is going to hurt so many people. Meaghan, if you want to see what the fuck i mean, because im an ass so i couldnt be right....ask me...i will tell you. I hate the fucking world. fuck yo. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. I hate you all. I hate everything. maybe I will get lucky and get HIT BY a BIG TRUCK. and sure be like fucking everyone else I hate, and go tell meaghan everything i said here. then tell her ro read it. then incorage her to give me shit about it. do that. thats what everyone seems to do, and i cant stop you. if you do, FUCK YOU. thats all i have to say. I am so fucking tired of everyone feeling like my life is their bisseness. fuck off everyone!

P.S. why did you always said you loved me, and then you go now and deny you were ever in love? why dont i get that?

"SADFACE"ROLLEYES"
-Sam