mmmm ya
Ok, im being depressed and schtuff today. jon is coming over later i guess. i got a new bathing suit. its cool. u can read the survey if u want....ciao
PAST
-first grade teacher's name: ms.V...she was pretty cool.
-last word you said: awe so cute when I was talking to scott
-last song you sang: Jillian and I were singing backstreet boys and stuff in accounting today for fun,,cuz we are cool haha
-last thing you laughed at: the fact that no one hangs out with me or talks to me.
-last time you cried: i felt like crying.
PRESENT
-what's in your cd player: dont have a cd player..ill check whats in my computer though..some mixed cd.
-what color socks are you wearing: they have ladybugs and flowers on them.
-what's under your bed: i found some antibiotics there last night, an old receipt from buying AFI tickets, some clothes, a plastic container, a cd case, some stupid shit, some pillows..some old dishes :x
-what time did you wake up today: 7:00 like everyday.
FUTURE
-what is your career going to be: some stupid person who loves there job cuz they dont haev to come home and have no friends. jeeze.
-where are you going to live: s'toon, or calgary, or vancouver would be really nice.
-how many kids do you want: 1 or 2..if i can have them..
-what kind of car will you drive: im going to have a black celica (how original) a nissan nx, a nissan 200 sx, and some other shit haha
CURRENT
-current hair: ugly mess.
-current clothes: where the wild things are shirt, and pj pants
-current jewelry: nothing i took it all off.
-current annoyance: the fact that i shouldnt be this fat when im this short, or the fact that no matter what i do ill stay the same wait until the doctors turn smart and give me my damn pcos drug, fucken stupid idiots.
-current smell: i wish it was the rain..
-current longing: to be fucking skinny. and to talk to dan cuz where the hell is he, im starting to miss him :(
-current desktop picture: a huge audrey hepburn collage
-current favorite music artist: I'm been listening to the music off of ddr cuz im trying to raise my spirits and its not working, it only wants me to dance.
-current book: none....im not book worthy
-current worry: omg i have such a fucking problem here. i have too low of self esteem.
-current hate: me?
-story behind your username: no one likes me. end of story.
-current favorite article of clothing: none because i hate myseld at the moment, meaning anything that touches my body makes me feel sick.
-favorite physical feature on a guy: eyes..brown eyes
-one person you wish was here right now: awe anyone.
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "yah"
-i am happiest when: when i think of old times and how i use to always be happy, but there are a few changes iw ould like to make....because i missed out on something really special when i was in grade 5 and 6 :(
-i feel lonely when: no one ever calls me?!
-do you think too much: yep
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where?: someplace..
-do you have any regrets: yes
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: english toffee.
-favorite smell: the rain ..guys cologne
-what makes you mad: lots of things
-favorite way to waste time: msn i guess.
-are in currently in love/lust: yea
-any bad habits: tons
-do you find it hard to trust people: yes
-last thing you bought yourself: a bathing suit
-bath or shower: shower i guess
-favorite season: fall
-favorite color: black and red and green and pink
-favorite time of day: night
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: hrmm
FASHION
-how many coats and jackets do you own: i dno a few
-do you wear a watch: no i don thave one
-favorite pants color: black
-most expensive item of clothing: one of my black sweaters that was 70 bux
-most treasured: afi shirt from the concert
FRIENDS
-do your friends know you: barely because ima last resort. if someone isnt home well i get called. thnx
-can you count on them: like i dno. maybe 2
-can they count on you: yeah
LAST
-last book you read: i have no idea
-last movie you watched: one with dan. i forgot what its called
-last movie you saw on the big screen: i have no idea
-last show you watched on tv: degrassi
-last song you heard: the great disapointment - afi
-last thing you had to drink: water
-last thing you ate: something i shouldnt have cuz it had cheese on it
-last time you showered: this morning
-last time you smiled: when i was talkin to scott
-last time you laughed: in accounting with jillian
-last person you hugged: scott sorta hugged me today haha
-last person you kissed: jon prolly.
-last person you talked to online: kylee
-last person you talked to on the phone: sears phoned.
DO YOU
-smoke: no
-do drugs: i have
-drink: sumtimes
-sleep with stuffed animals: no
-have a dream that keeps coming back: sometimes
-play an instrument: yea guitar and hopefully when my drum set comes in...
-believe there is life on other planets: sorta ya
-read the newspaper: depends
-have any gay or lesbian friends: sum
-believe in miracles: yepp
-consider yourself tolerant: yea
-consider police a friend or foe: depends on what they are doing.
-like the taste of alcohol: some
-have a favorite stooge: nope
-believe in astrology: yea
-believe in magic: yea
-pray: not really
-go to church: no
-have any secrets: yea
-have any pets: many fish and a newt
-go or plan to attened college: yeah
-talk to strangers: sometimes
-have any piercings: some
-have any tattoos: not yet
-hate yourself: yeah lots of times
-wish on stars: yeah
-like your handwriting: nope unreadable
-believe in witches: yea
-believe in ghosts: yea
-believe in santa: no
-believe in the easter bunny: no
-believe in the tooth fairy: no
-have a second family: no not really.
-trust others easily: no
PAST
-first grade teacher's name: ms.V...she was pretty cool.
-last word you said: awe so cute when I was talking to scott
-last song you sang: Jillian and I were singing backstreet boys and stuff in accounting today for fun,,cuz we are cool haha
-last thing you laughed at: the fact that no one hangs out with me or talks to me.
-last time you cried: i felt like crying.
PRESENT
-what's in your cd player: dont have a cd player..ill check whats in my computer though..some mixed cd.
-what color socks are you wearing: they have ladybugs and flowers on them.
-what's under your bed: i found some antibiotics there last night, an old receipt from buying AFI tickets, some clothes, a plastic container, a cd case, some stupid shit, some pillows..some old dishes :x
-what time did you wake up today: 7:00 like everyday.
FUTURE
-what is your career going to be: some stupid person who loves there job cuz they dont haev to come home and have no friends. jeeze.
-where are you going to live: s'toon, or calgary, or vancouver would be really nice.
-how many kids do you want: 1 or 2..if i can have them..
-what kind of car will you drive: im going to have a black celica (how original) a nissan nx, a nissan 200 sx, and some other shit haha
CURRENT
-current hair: ugly mess.
-current clothes: where the wild things are shirt, and pj pants
-current jewelry: nothing i took it all off.
-current annoyance: the fact that i shouldnt be this fat when im this short, or the fact that no matter what i do ill stay the same wait until the doctors turn smart and give me my damn pcos drug, fucken stupid idiots.
-current smell: i wish it was the rain..
-current longing: to be fucking skinny. and to talk to dan cuz where the hell is he, im starting to miss him :(
-current desktop picture: a huge audrey hepburn collage
-current favorite music artist: I'm been listening to the music off of ddr cuz im trying to raise my spirits and its not working, it only wants me to dance.
-current book: none....im not book worthy
-current worry: omg i have such a fucking problem here. i have too low of self esteem.
-current hate: me?
-story behind your username: no one likes me. end of story.
-current favorite article of clothing: none because i hate myseld at the moment, meaning anything that touches my body makes me feel sick.
-favorite physical feature on a guy: eyes..brown eyes
-one person you wish was here right now: awe anyone.
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "yah"
-i am happiest when: when i think of old times and how i use to always be happy, but there are a few changes iw ould like to make....because i missed out on something really special when i was in grade 5 and 6 :(
-i feel lonely when: no one ever calls me?!
-do you think too much: yep
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where?: someplace..
-do you have any regrets: yes
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: english toffee.
-favorite smell: the rain ..guys cologne
-what makes you mad: lots of things
-favorite way to waste time: msn i guess.
-are in currently in love/lust: yea
-any bad habits: tons
-do you find it hard to trust people: yes
-last thing you bought yourself: a bathing suit
-bath or shower: shower i guess
-favorite season: fall
-favorite color: black and red and green and pink
-favorite time of day: night
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: hrmm
FASHION
-how many coats and jackets do you own: i dno a few
-do you wear a watch: no i don thave one
-favorite pants color: black
-most expensive item of clothing: one of my black sweaters that was 70 bux
-most treasured: afi shirt from the concert
FRIENDS
-do your friends know you: barely because ima last resort. if someone isnt home well i get called. thnx
-can you count on them: like i dno. maybe 2
-can they count on you: yeah
LAST
-last book you read: i have no idea
-last movie you watched: one with dan. i forgot what its called
-last movie you saw on the big screen: i have no idea
-last show you watched on tv: degrassi
-last song you heard: the great disapointment - afi
-last thing you had to drink: water
-last thing you ate: something i shouldnt have cuz it had cheese on it
-last time you showered: this morning
-last time you smiled: when i was talkin to scott
-last time you laughed: in accounting with jillian
-last person you hugged: scott sorta hugged me today haha
-last person you kissed: jon prolly.
-last person you talked to online: kylee
-last person you talked to on the phone: sears phoned.
DO YOU
-smoke: no
-do drugs: i have
-drink: sumtimes
-sleep with stuffed animals: no
-have a dream that keeps coming back: sometimes
-play an instrument: yea guitar and hopefully when my drum set comes in...
-believe there is life on other planets: sorta ya
-read the newspaper: depends
-have any gay or lesbian friends: sum
-believe in miracles: yepp
-consider yourself tolerant: yea
-consider police a friend or foe: depends on what they are doing.
-like the taste of alcohol: some
-have a favorite stooge: nope
-believe in astrology: yea
-believe in magic: yea
-pray: not really
-go to church: no
-have any secrets: yea
-have any pets: many fish and a newt
-go or plan to attened college: yeah
-talk to strangers: sometimes
-have any piercings: some
-have any tattoos: not yet
-hate yourself: yeah lots of times
-wish on stars: yeah
-like your handwriting: nope unreadable
-believe in witches: yea
-believe in ghosts: yea
-believe in santa: no
-believe in the easter bunny: no
-believe in the tooth fairy: no
-have a second family: no not really.
-trust others easily: no