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I hate Debt.
My dad is a real ass when it comes to life.
Say something nice to me once and awhile other than...get a different job and work more.
Or reminding me that i am in debt to him and my mom.
I know, i really do know.
As soon as i pay them off and build that stupid wall, im getting out of this house.
They will say no but they can't do anything about it.
I love my mom so much and i know she will really want me to stay atleast for awhile longer, it's not like this house is so bad, there is always food and my bed is nice, but i want to live on my own and is that so much to ask for when you 19 and you've done it already for a year.
I do need a new job that pays way over 7 bucks and hour...more like 8 or 9 and one where my hours are solid. i want a 9-5 job with weekends off. I would work in an office at a company or something. I can file and all that crap and i know computers like the back of my hand.
I always gripe and moan about not having a g/f, but i don't think i would make her happy..i mean i have no money and i will prolly not have anytime coming up soon. I just want to share time with someone.
I wanna go see Napoleon Dynamite today, but i don't think i should spend the money since i have almost none already.
It's horrible cause i wanna hangout with my friends and i know i can get there its just getting back which holds the problem..and living for the rest of the week on no cash.
I have traffic school wed. night and i am coming to the show afterwards, no show tuesday for me. I think i am just gonna sit around at home for the next 2 days and be really bored, i tried making up new songs but my creativity is short circuiting just like my amp.
So my friends should come to my house and hangout...we can play clue cause i really wanna play clue.
oh and uh the new unearth is pretty sweet.
My dad is a real ass when it comes to life.
Say something nice to me once and awhile other than...get a different job and work more.
Or reminding me that i am in debt to him and my mom.
I know, i really do know.
As soon as i pay them off and build that stupid wall, im getting out of this house.
They will say no but they can't do anything about it.
I love my mom so much and i know she will really want me to stay atleast for awhile longer, it's not like this house is so bad, there is always food and my bed is nice, but i want to live on my own and is that so much to ask for when you 19 and you've done it already for a year.
I do need a new job that pays way over 7 bucks and hour...more like 8 or 9 and one where my hours are solid. i want a 9-5 job with weekends off. I would work in an office at a company or something. I can file and all that crap and i know computers like the back of my hand.
I always gripe and moan about not having a g/f, but i don't think i would make her happy..i mean i have no money and i will prolly not have anytime coming up soon. I just want to share time with someone.
I wanna go see Napoleon Dynamite today, but i don't think i should spend the money since i have almost none already.
It's horrible cause i wanna hangout with my friends and i know i can get there its just getting back which holds the problem..and living for the rest of the week on no cash.
I have traffic school wed. night and i am coming to the show afterwards, no show tuesday for me. I think i am just gonna sit around at home for the next 2 days and be really bored, i tried making up new songs but my creativity is short circuiting just like my amp.
So my friends should come to my house and hangout...we can play clue cause i really wanna play clue.
oh and uh the new unearth is pretty sweet.