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I have so much bottled up inside me right now, and tonight i saw music driven by heart, music played for passion and not for people to move around too. I don't think i will ever forget being apart of that tonight. I found out what hardcore means to me, it means seeing something you love and something you agree with and becoming apart of it, sharing in it. What do we have as people but memories and times to share with each other. That's all we have as people, that's all we can offer someone who wants to be our friend. We offer time, time is so precious to some and so thrown around to others. My time is spent with too much worry, too much heartache. I am never going to let what is inside me be held back for any reason. I have no time to waste with bottling my emotions up and my anger. There is too much to live for to let time become our enemy. I have to let people know how i feel and i have to become something i am supposed to be. I am on a track to something, i have a nothing to lose. I don't care about being rich, i care about laying down at the end of the day and being happy with what i have done. Im less of a person for ever letting my own self doubt ruin emotions i have had. I learned that thinking you know someone is wrong, don't ever let your perception of a person become what they are to you. Learn from them and let them show you who they are. We have to learn from each other and not from some bullshit TV image that is thrown at us from the day were born. Life isnt so simple, Life isn't so fair. We have the choice to take control and we have the choice to make something out of each and everyday. Never again will i let someone else dictate how i feel or think about anything in my life. I am not here to wait around for someone to make my decisons. We are people and we have brains so fucking us it.
There is so much wrong with what i've done before. Im setting it straight.
There is so much wrong with what i've done before. Im setting it straight.