Mar 28, 2005 07:54
Well, things have been pretty shitty for the most part. These past two months meant everything until things went down hill and one lost their feelings for me. Says.."I care about you a lot..I love everything about you..." Me in response,"..you love everything bout me, but me" You said that you didn't love me anymore and you couldn't stand getting hurt. In the end, I got what I deserved. So this break has been going on for a whole week now. But you ignore my phone calls, you don't acknowledge that I'm standing there waiting for you to say 'hi'. I guess, I got my hopes up thinking that this break wouldn't hurt us as much. Apparently it didn't do anything to you, but to me it broke my heart to know that someone that I care about and do love, wants nothing to do with me. I get the hint..I knew it was too good to be true..I should have stayed away in the long run..
I love you, but I guess I'm too late for that.
I wish I was a little girl again. No trouble, just living life day to day. Boys had cooties and bruises and cuts weren't from being in pain. There's no such thing as heartache or pain in a little kids life. All smiles, laughter, giggles, just having fun and exploring their little playground, heh..I remember when I was around the age of 5, I was fasincated with boxes, I would build houses out of, hide in them, even sometimes fall asleep in them. Life back then was the best of all.
x.o