It won't ever be the same..

[xstolenkissezx]

There's a million reasons why I cry..
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes..
Cause I don't want to be alone..

The funeral was so sad and depressing. The rain just adds more to it. Everyone showed up at the church for his funeral, there wasn't even any room to sit, it was so crowded. Afterwards, we headed home and watched a movie. Then we went to the mall and went dress shopping. It was a sad and good day at the same time.

I love you Shane Michael Hainsel, you mean the world to me.
This past month has been wonderful, you have no idea how much
you mean to me. Things between us have been going great and I
know we have some ups and downs, but no matter what happens,
I will always love you with all of my heart. Through tough and good
times that we've shared together. I cherish every moment I have with you,
and no one can ever take that away from me. I hope we stay together for
a long time and have more memories together. I love you so much.
I mean it, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Love you Sweetie.